holocaust

mah sacrifice ...

2005-08-05T12:49:00.000-07:00

d creed

Hello my friend, we meet again
It's been awhile, where should we begin?
Feels like forever
Within my heart are memories
Of perfect love that you gave to me
Oh, I remember

When you are with me, I'm free
I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
My sacrifice

We've seen our share of ups and downs
Oh how quickly life can turn around
In an instant
It feels so good to reunite
Within yourself and within your mind
Let's find peace there

When you are with me, I'm free
I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
My sacrifice

I just want to say hello again
I just want to say hello again

When you are with me I'm free
I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
Cause when you are with me I am free
I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
My sacrifice, My sacrifice

I just want to say hello again
I just want to say hello again

..MAH SACRIFICE ..

SMASHING PUMPKINS

2005-08-01T18:07:00.000-07:00

today

Today is the greatest
Day I've ever known
Can't live for tomorrow,
Tomorrow's much too long
I'll burn my eyes out
Before I get out

I wanted more
Than life could ever grant me
Bored by the chore
Of saving face

Today is the greatest
Day I've ever known
Can't wait for tomorrow
I might not have that long
I'll tear my heart out
Before I get out

Pink ribbon scars
That never forget
I tried so hard
To cleanse these regrets
My angel wings
Were bruised and restrained
My belly stings

Today is
Today is
Today is
The greatest day

I want to turn you on
I want to turn you on
I want to turn you on
I want to turn you

Today is the greatest
Today is the greatest day
2day is d greatest day that i have ever really known...

h i G H

2005-07-17T16:47:00.000-07:00

lighthouse family

..when ur close 2 tears remember
someday itll all b over
1 day were gonna get so high
though its darker than dec
wuts ahead is a diffrnt colour
1 day were gonna get so HIGH ..

.. n at d end of d day remember d days
when we were close 2 d end
n wonder how we made it through d night
at d end of d day
remember d way
we stayed so close 2 d end
well remember it was me n u...

.. cuz we r gonna b 4evah U n me
4ever u n me
u will always keep it flyin high in d sky
of LUV..

.. dont u think its time u started
doin wut we always wanted
1 day were gonna get so high
cuz even d impossible
is easy when we got each other
1 day were gonna get so high..

.. n at d end of d day remember d days
when we were close 2 d end
n wonder how we made it through d night
at d end of d day
remember d way
we stayed so close 2 d end
we'll remember it was ME n U..

staind

2005-07-13T16:00:00.000-07:00

right here..

I know I've been mistaken
But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made
I've got some imperfections
But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face

But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting

I hope you're not intending
To be so condescending it's as much as i can take
and you're so independent
you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break

But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting

I've made a commitment
I'm willing to bleed for you
I needed fulfillment
I found what I need in you

Why can't you just forgive me
I don't want to relive all the mistakes I've made along the way
But I always find a way to keep you right here waiting
I always find the words to say to keep you right here waiting

But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if I chose to walk away would you be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep me right here wait

SWING LIFE AWAY

2005-07-13T14:23:00.000-07:00

rise against

..Am I loud and clear, or am I breaking up?
Am I still your charm, or am I just bad luck?
Are we getting closer, or are we just getting more lost?

I'll show you mine if you show me yours first
Let's compare scars, I'll tell you whose is worse
Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words

We live on front porches and swing life away,
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I'll slave till the end,
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand

I've been here so long, I think that it's time to move
The winter's so cold, summer's over too soon
Let's pack our bags and settle down where palm trees grow

I've got some friends, some that I hardly know
But we've had some times, I wouldn't trade for the world
We chase these days down with talks of the places that we will go

We live on front porches and swing life away,
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I'll slave till the end,
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand....until you hold my hand

I'll show you mine if you show me yours first
Let's compare scars, I'll tell you whose is worse
Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words

We live on front porches and swing life away,
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I'll slave till the end,
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand

Swing life away
Swing life away
Swing life away
SWING LIFE AWAY...

blind melon

2005-07-10T16:47:00.000-07:00

All i can say is that my life is pretty plain
I like watchin' the puddles gather rain
And all i can do is just pour some tea for two
And speak my point of view
But it's not sane, it's not sane
I just want some one to say to me
I'll always be there when you wake
Ya know i'd like to keep my cheeks dry today
So stay with me and i'll have it made
And i don't understand why i sleep all day
And i start to complain that there's no rain
And all i can do is read a book to stay awake
And it rips my life away, but it's a great escape
Escape......escape......escape......
All i can say is that my life is pretty plain
Ya don't like my point of view
Ya think i'm insane
Its not sane......it's not sane.

one..

2005-07-03T21:59:00.000-07:00

... i cant remember anythin
cant tell if this is true or dream
deep down inside i feel 2 scream
this terrible silence stops me

now that d war is through w/ me
im wakin up i cannot see
that there is not much left of me
nuthin is real but pain now

Hold my breath as i wish 4 death
OH PLEASE GOD, WAKE ME

back in d womb its much too real
in pumps life that i must feel
but cant look forward 2 reveal
look 2 d time when ill live

fed through d tube that sticks in me
juz like a wartime novelty
tied 2 machines that make me be
Cut this life off from me

hold my breath as i wish 4 death
OH PLEASE GOD, WAKE ME

now that d world is gone im juz one
ohgod, help me hold my breath as i wish for death
oh please God help me

darkness imprisonin me
all that i see
absolute horror
i cannot live
i cannot die
trapped in myself
body my holding cell

landmine has taken my sight
taken my speech
taken my hearing
taken my arms
taken my legs
taken my soul
Left me with life in H E L L ...

dear dave grohl mah luv,

2005-06-23T01:58:00.000-07:00

.. ive got another confession 2 make.. im Ur fool.. evryone's got their chains 2 break.. holdin’ U .. were U born 2 resist or B abused? .. is sum1 gettin d best, d best, d best, d best of U? .. is sum1 gettin d best, d best, d best, d best of U?..

.. r U gone n on2 sum1 new? ..i needed somewhere 2 hang mah head w/o ur noose ..U gave me sumptin that i didnt have.. but had no use i was 2 weak 2 give in.. 2 strong 2 lose.. mah heart is under arrest again.. but i break loose.. mah head is givin me life or death but i cant choose.. i swear ill nevah give in.. i refuse..

.. is sum1 gettin d best, d best, d best, d best of U?.. is sum1 gettin d best, d best, d best, d best of U?.. has sum1 taken Ur faith?.. its real.. d pain U feel.. U trust.. U must confess.. is sum1 gettin d best, d best, d best, d best of U?

.. has sum1 taken Ur faith? its real.. d pain U feel.. d life.. d luv.. U die 2 heal.. d hope that starts.. d broken hearts.. U trust.. U must confess..

..is sum1 gettin d best, d best, d best, d best of U?.. is sum1 gettin d best, d best, d best, d best of U?.. ive got another confession mah friend.. IM NO FOOL ..im gettin tired of startin again.. somewhere new..

..were U born 2 resist or B abused?.. i swear ill nevah give in.. I REFUSE...

URS truly,
UR skeetzoe

white stripes

2005-06-10T16:17:00.000-07:00

blue orchid

You got a reaction
You got a reaction, didn't you
You took a white orchid
You took a white orchid and turned it blue
Something better than nothing
Something better than nothing's giving up
We all need to do something
Try to keep the truth from showing up

How dare you
How old are you now, anyway
how dare U
how old r U now, anyway
How dare you
How old are you now, anyway

You're given a flower
But I guess there's just no pleasing you
Your lip tastes sour
But you think it's just me teasing you
You got a reaction
You got a reaction, didn't you
You took a white orchid
You took a white orchid and turned it blue

Get behind me
Get behind me now anyway
Get behind me
Get behind me now anyway
Get behind me
Get behind me now anyway

You got a reaction
You got a reaction, didn't you
You took a white orchid
You took a white orchid and turned it blue

UNDER PRESSURE

2005-06-06T12:23:00.000-07:00

d used

Pressure pushing down on me
Pressing down on you no man ask for
Under pressure - that burns a building down
Splits a family in two
Puts people on street
It's the terror of knowing
What this world is about
Watching some good friends
Screaming let me out
Pray tomorrow - gets me higher
Pressure on people - people on streets
Chippin' around - kick my brains around the floor
These are the days it never rains but it pours
People on streets - people on streets
It's the terror of knowing
What this world is about
Watching some good friends
Screaming let me out
Pray tomorrow - gets me higher
Pressure on people - people on streets
Turned away from it all like a blind man
Sat on a fence but it don't work
Keep coming up with love but it's so slashed and torn
Why - why - why
Love
Insanity laughs under pressure we're cracking
Can't we give ourselves one more chance
Why can't we give love
Cos love's such an old fashioned word
And love dares you to care for
The people on the edge of the night
And love dares you to change our way of
Caring about ourselves
This is our last dance
This is our last dance
This is ourselves
Under pressure
Under pressure
Pressure

dave matthews band

2005-05-23T18:34:00.000-07:00

If these walls came crumblin' down Fell so hard, to make us lose our faith From what's left you'd figure it out We'd still make lemonade taste like a summer day Stay, beautiful baby I hope you Stay, American baby American baby Nobody's laughing now God's grace lost and the devil is proud But I've been walking for a thousand miles One last time, I could see you smile I (I) hold (hold) on to you You bring me hope, I'll see you soon And if I don't see you, oh I'm afraid we've lost the way Stay, beautiful baby I hope you Stay, American baby American baby I hold on to you (you) You lift me up and always will I see you in life Hope I don't get left behind I (I) hold (hold) on to you You bring me hope, I'll see you soon And if I don't see you, oh I'm afraid we've lost the way Stay, beautiful baby I hope you Stay, American baby I hope you Stay, beautiful baby I hope you Stay, American baby American baby

i believe..

2005-05-23T18:28:00.000-07:00

in d thing called L U V

Can't explain all the feelings that you're making me feel My heart's in overdrive and you're behind the steering wheel Touching you, touching me Touching you, God you're touching me I believe in a thing called love Just listen to the rhythm of my heart There's a chance we could make it now We'll be rocking 'til the sun goes down I believe in a thing called love Ooh! I wanna kiss you every minute, every hour, every day You got me in a spin but everything is A.OK! Touching you, touching me Touching you, God you're touching me I believe in a thing called love Just listen to the rhythm of my heart There's a chance we could make it now We'll be rocking 'til the sun goes down I believe in a thing called love Ooh! Guitar! Touching you, touching me Touching you, God you're touching me I believe in a thing called love Just listen to the rhythm of my heart There's a chance we could make it now We'll be rocking 'til the sun goes down I believe in a thing called love Ooh!

only when i sleep

2005-05-23T18:26:00.000-07:00

You don't know what you do to me You don't know what you do to me I don't know what i want to be And i know what i want to be You don't know what you do to me You don't know what you do to me I don't know what i want to be You don't know what you do to me (only when you sleep) Cant believe the chills i get (only when you sleep) Fight fire, can't forget (only when you sleep) All's changing, now its real (only when you sleep) Can't believe the way i feel You don't know what you do to me (only when you sleep) You don't know what you do to me (only when you sleep) Couldn't stop if i made you see (only when you sleep) You don't know what you do to me (only when you sleep) Cant believe the chills i get (only when you sleep) Fight fire, can't forget (only when you sleep) All's changing, now its real (only when you sleep) Can't believe the way i feel Ever-lasting, still unchanging Ever-lasting, still unchanging Ever-lasting Still...

feel good inc.

2005-05-23T17:36:00.000-07:00

gorillas

City's breaking down on a camel's back.
They just have to go 'cos they dont hold back
So all you fill the streets it's appealing to see
You wont get out the county, 'cos you're bad and free
You've got a new horizon It's ephemeral style.
A melancholy town where we never smile.
And all I wanna hear is the message beep.
My dreams, they've got to kiss, because I dont get sleep, no..

Windmill, Windmill for the land.
Learn forever hand in hand
Take it all in on your stride
It is sticking, falling down
Love forever love is free
Let's turn forever you and me
Windmill, windmill for the land
Is everybody in?

Laughing gas these hazmats, fast cats,
Lining them up-a like ass cracks,
Ladies, homies, at the track
Its my chocolate attack.
Shit, I'm stepping in the heart of this here
Care bear bumping in the heart of this here
Watch me as I gravitate
Hahahahahahaa.
Yo, we gonna go ghost town,
This motown,
With yo sound
You're in the place
You gonna bite the dust
Cant fight with us
With yo sound
You kill the INC.
So dont stop, get it, get it
Until you're cheddar header.
Yo, watch the way I navigate

Dont stop, get it, get it
We are your captains in it
Steady,
Watch me navigate,
Ahahahahahhaa.
Dont stop, get it, get it
We are your captains in it
Steady, watch me navigate

black hole sun

2005-05-15T12:54:00.000-07:00

... in mah eyes indisposed in disguise as no one knows hides d face lies d snake d sun in mah disgrace boiling heat summer stench’neath d black d sky looks dead call mah name through d cream n ill hear u scream again black hole sun wont u come n wash away d rain black hole sun wont u come wont u come.. stuttering cold n damp steal d warm wind tired friend times r gone 4 honest men n sometimes far too long 4 snakes in mah shoes a walkin sleep n mah youth i pray 2 keep heaven send hell away no one sings like u anymo' hang mah head drown mah fear till u all juz DISAPPEAR ...

truth doesnt make a noise..

2005-05-10T07:11:00.000-07:00

d white stripes

My baby's got a heart of stone
can't you people just leave her alone
she never did nothing to hurt you
so just leave her alone

The motion of her tiny hands
and the quiver of her bones below
are the signs of a girl alone
and tell you everything
you need to know

I can't explain it
I feel it often
everytime I see her face
but the way you treat her
fills me with rage and I
want to tear apart the place

You try to tell her what to do
and all she does is stare at you
her stare is louder than your voice
because truth doesn't make a noise

crossfade

2005-05-05T19:44:00.000-07:00

so far away..

I've been changin' but you'll never see me now
I've been changin' but you'll never see me now
Now I'm blaming you for everything

No more holding it in
How many years can I pretend
Nothing never goes the way it should
No more sitting in this place
Hoping you might see it my way
Cause I don't think you ever understood
That what I'm looking for are the answers
To why these questions never go away

I'm so far away
I've been changin' but you'll never see me now
I'm so far away
Now I'm blaming you for everything

No more waiting for the end
Of every day that I will spend
Wishing that I only had a choice
No more pushing you away
Cause I will be busy watching things going my way
Never looking back on this anymore
Because what I'm looking for are the answers
To why these questions never go away

I've been changin' but you'll never see me now
Now I'm blaming you for everything

I'm so far away

Hey hey watch me wave
Goodbye to yesterday
Nothing left in my way
Hey hey I've been saved
With sun shining on my pain
Getting me through this day
Hey hey watch me wave
Goodbye to yesterday
Nothing left in my way
Feels so good to say

Now I'm blaming you

I'm so far away

ur eyes open

2005-05-02T21:58:00.000-07:00

keanesgotme

Well it's a lonely road that you have chosen Morning comes and you don't want to know me anymore And it's a long time since your heart was frozen Morning comes and you don't want to know me anymore For a moment your eyes open and you know All the things I ever wanted you to know I don't know you and I don't want to Till the moment your eyes open and you know That it's a lonely place that you have run to Morning comes and you don't want to know me anymore And it's a lonely end that you will come to Morning comes and you don't want to know me anymore For a moment your eyes open and you know All the things I ever wanted you to know I don't know you and I don't want to Till the moment your eyes open and you know For a moment your eyes open and you know All the things I ever wanted you to know I don't know you and I don't want to Till the moment your eyes open and you know...

beck

2005-05-01T12:05:00.000-07:00

.. guess im doin fine

Theres a blue bird at my window
I cant hear the songs he sings
All the jewels in heaven
They dont look the same to me

I just wade the tides that turned
Till I learn to leave the past behind

Its only lies that Im living
Its only tears that Im crying
Its only you that Im losing
Guess Im doing fine

All the battlements are empty
And the moon is laying low
Yellow roses in the graveyard
Got no time to watch them grow

Now I bade a friend farewell
I can do whatever pleases me

Its only lies that Im living
Its only tears that Im crying
Its only you that Im losing
Guess Im doing fine

Press my face up to the window
To see how warm it is inside
See the things that Ive been missing
Missing all this time

Its only lies that Im living
Its only tears that Im crying
Its only you that Im losing
Guess Im doing fine ..

E-PRO

2005-05-01T11:48:00.000-07:00

See me comin to town with my soul
Straight down out of the world with my fingers
Holding onto the devil I know
All my troubles'll hang on your trigger
Take your eyes and your mind from the road
Shoot your mouth off but look where you're aiming
Don't forget to pick up what you sow
Talking trash to the garbage around you

See me kickin the door with my boots
Broke down out in a ditch of old rubbish
Snakes and bones in the back of your room
Handing out a confection of venom
Heaven's drunk from the poison you use
Charm the wolves with the eyes of a gambler
Now I see it's a comfort to you
Hammer my bones on the anvil of daylight

I won't give up that ghost
It's sick the way these tongues are twisted
The good in us is all we know
There's too much left to taste that's bitter
See me comin to town with my soul
Straight down out of the world with my fingers
Holding onto the devil I know
All my troubles'll hang on your trigger
Take your eyes and your mind from the road
Shoot your mouth off but look where you're aiming
Don't forget to pick up what you sow
Talking trash to the garbage around you

See me kickin the door with my boots
Broke down out in a ditch of old rubbish
Snakes and bones in the back of your room
Handing out a confection of venom
Heaven's drunk from the poison you use
Charm the wolves with the eyes of a gambler
Now I see it's a comfort to you
Hammer my bones on the anvil of daylight

I won't give up that ghost
It's sick the way these tongues are twisted
The good in us is all we know
There's too much left to taste that's bitter

d USED

2005-04-29T21:26:00.000-07:00

bulimic

From the way that you acted To the way that I felt it It wasn't worth my time And now it's sad cause all I missed Wasn't that good to begin with And now I've started you begging Saying things that you don't mean It isn't worth my time A line's a dime a million times And I'm about to see all of them Goodbye to you You're taking up my time You call my name when I wake up To see things go your way I'm coughing up my time Each drag's a drop of blood a grain A minute of my life It's all I've got just to stay down Why the fuck am I still down I'm hoarding all thats mine Each time I let just one slip by I'm wasting what is mine

time of ur life

2005-04-28T16:09:00.000-07:00

good riddance

Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it's worth it was worth all the while

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

evrybdy's gotta LEARN sumtimes

2005-04-28T15:53:00.000-07:00

Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind

Change your heart
Look around you
Change your heart
It will astound you
I need your lovin'
Like the sunshine

Everybody's gotta learn sometime
Everybody's gotta learn sometime
Everybody's gotta learn sometime

Change your heart
Look around you
Change your heart
Will astound you
I need your lovin'
Like the sunshine

Everybody's gotta learn sometime
Everybody's gotta learn sometime
Everybody's gotta learn sometime

I need your lovin'
Like the sunshine

Everybody's gotta learn sometime ..

U2

2005-04-27T01:05:00.000-07:00

sometimes u cant make it on ur own..

Tough, you think youve got the stuff Youre telling me and anyone Youre hard enough. You dont have to put up a fight You dont have to always be right Let me take some of the punches For you tonight Listen to me now I need to let you know You dont have to go it alone And its you when I look in the mirror And its you when I dont pick up the phone Sometimes you cant make it on your own We fight all the time You and I thats alright Were the same soul I dont need I dont need to hear you say That if we werent so alike Youd like me a whole lot more Listen to me now I need to let you know You dont have to go it alone And its you when I look in the mirror And its you when I dont pick up the phone Sometimes you cant make it on your own I know that we dont talk Im sick of it all Can - you - hear - me when I - Sing, youre the reason I sing Youre the reason why the opera is in me Where are we now? Ive got to let you know A house still doesnt make a home Dont leave me here alone... And its you when I look in the mirror And its you that makes it hard to let go Sometimes you cant make it on your own Sometimes you cant make it The best you can do is to fake it Sometimes you cant make it on your own..

SAD BUT TRUE

2005-04-22T08:44:00.000-07:00

Hey
I'm your life
I'm the one who takes you there
hey
I'm your life
I'm the one who cares
they
they betray
I'm your only true friend now
they
they'll betray
I'm forever there

I'm your dream, make you real
I'm your eyes when you must steal
I'm your pain when you can't feel
sad but true

I'm your dream, mind astray
I'm your eyes while you're away
I'm your pain while you repay
you know it's sad but true

you
you're my mask
you're my cover, my shelter
you
you're my mask
you're the one who's blamed
do
do my work
do my dirty work, scapegoat
do
do my deeds
for you're the one who's shamed

I'm your dream, make you real
I'm your eyes when you must steal
I'm your pain when you can't feel
sad but true

I'm your dream, mind astray
I'm your eyes while you're away
I'm your pain while you repay
you know it's sad but true

hate
I'm your hate
I'm your hate when you want love
pay
pay the price
pay, for nothing's fair

hey
I'm your life
I'm the one who took you here
hey
I'm your life
and I no longer care

I'm your dream, make you real
I'm your eyes when you must steal
I'm your pain when you can't feel
sad but true

I'm your truth, telling lies
I'm your reasoned alibis
I'm inside open your eyes
I'm you

sad but true

bent

2005-04-21T11:52:00.000-07:00

If I fall along the way
Pick me up and dust me off
If I get too tired to make it
Be my breath so I can walk
If I need some of your love again
Give me more than I can stand
When my smile gets old and faded
Wait around I'll smile again
Shouldn't be so complicated
Just hold me and then
Just hold me again
Can you help me I'm bent
I'm so scared that I'll never
Get put back together
Keep breaking me in
And this is how we will live
With you and me bent
If I couldn't sleep could you sleep
Could you paint me better off
Could you sympathize with my needs
I know you think I need a lot
I started out clean but I'm jaded
Just falling
Just breaking the skin
Start bending me
It's never enough
'Til I feel all your pieces
Start bending me
Keep bending me until I'm completely broken in
Shouldn't be so complicated
Just touch me and then
Just touch me again
Without understanding
Hell, I'll go there again
Can you help me I'm bent
I'm so scared that I'll never
Get put back together
Yeah, you're breaking me in
And this is how we will live
With you and me bent

juz like u

2005-04-21T03:00:00.000-07:00

I could be mean
I could be angry
you know I could be just like you
I could be fake
I could be stupid
You know I could be just like you
You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you
I could be cold
I could be ruthless
you know I could be just like you
I could be W E A K
I could be senseless
You know I could be just like you
You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you
On my own
I can't stand living with you
I'm alone
so I wont turn out like you want me to
You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you

3 doors down

2005-04-21T02:23:00.000-07:00

...when im gone

There's another world inside of me that you may never see
There's secrets in this life I can't hide
Well somewhere in this darkness there's a light that I can't find
Well maybe it's too far away
Or maybe I'm just blind
Maybe I'm just blind
So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
Everything I am
And everything in me
Wants to be the one you wanted me to be
I never let you down
Even if I could
I'd give up everything
If only for your good
So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
You won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone
Love me when I'm gone
When your education x-ray cannot see under my skin
I won't tell you a damn thing that I could not tell my friends
Roaming through this darkness, I'm alive but I'm alone
And part of me is fighting this
But part of me is gone ..

9" nails

2005-04-20T02:30:00.000-07:00

somewhat damaged

So impressed with all you do
Tried so hard to be like you
Flew too high and burnt the wing
Lost my faith in everything
Lick around divine debris
Taste the wealth of hate in me
Shedding skin succumb defeat
This machine is obsolete
Made the choice to go away
Drink the fountain of decay
Tear a hole exquisite red
Fuck the rest and stab it dead
Broken bruised forgotten sore
Too fucked up to care anymore
Poisoned to my rotten core
Too fucked up to care anymore
In the back off the side far away
Is a place where I hide where I stay
Tried to say tried to ask I needed
To all alone by myself where were you?
How could I ever think it's funny how
Everything that swore it wouldn't change
Is different now
Just like you would always say we'll make it through
then my head fell apart
And where were you?
How could I ever think it's funny how
Everything you swore would never change is different now
Like you said you and me make it through
Didn't quite, fell apart
Where the fuck were you?

BLOOD

2005-04-20T02:21:00.000-07:00

I will forgive but I won't forget
And I hope you know you've lost my respect
You better watch out
You don't know what's goin' on around you
You better think twice
Before you fly off the handle and lose it
You better join us
Before you get lost in the shuffle
You've gotta rise against
The demons that were gonna try and hold you down
Does it run in your blood
To betray the ones you love
Does it run in your blood
To betray the ones you love
The ones you love
The ones you love
The ones you love
'Cause I'm not a part
For you to play in your fuckin' game
I've got dignity
And a dream that I want to achieve
Under pressure
You crumbled and you let me down
And I'm knocked out
And all I hear are your empty promises
Does it run in your blood
To betray the ones you love
Yes, it runs in your blood
To betray the ones you love ...

I will forgive but I won't forget
And I hope you know you've lost my respect
Yes, it runs in your blood!
To betray the ones you love!
Yes, it runs in your blood!
To betray the ones you love!

management

2005-04-19T17:43:00.001-07:00

magnetic force

you crossed the line and now you're thinking
what side of the fence are you on
just realize it's yourself that you're cheating
and your mischievous ways will be gone
you look around no friends to be found
burn every bridge that you cross
don't get upset when you can't get your way
because you can't always be the boss
nobody shows you any respect
because you just don't know how to behave
pounding another nail in your coffin
got one foot in the grave
respect...why don't you give me some
why don't you go back...to the hole you came from
you can go out and get a new ride
but that won't change who you are
you can go out and get your new job
and that won't change who you are
you can go out and change your name
that still won't change who you are
now you go out...out of your head
because you just don't know who you are
don't care, I dont care, I don't care
I don't care, I don't care, I don't care
I don't caaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrreeeee

oasis

2005-04-19T17:20:00.000-07:00

Say Something shout it from the roof tops off your headMake it sort of mean something make me understand or I'll forget The people here on life's beaches they wish upon the waves that hide the sand Let them know that life teaches you to build a castle in the sand Maybe the songs that we sing are wrong Maybe the dreams that we dream are gone So bring it on home and it wont be long It's getting better man! Hey! What was that you said to me? Just say the word and I'd be free? And where the stars are shining bright It's getting better man! And crashing in upon a wave It's calling out beyond the grave And We're the fire in the sky We're getting better man!Build something build a better place and call it home Even if it means nothing you'll never-ever feel that you're alone..

walkin w/ d ghost..

2005-04-19T01:58:00.000-07:00

Band: Tegan And Sara
Album: So Jealous
Song: Walking With A Ghost
No matter which way you go
No matter which way you stay
You're out of my mind
Out of my mind
Out of my mind
Out of my mind
I was walking with a ghost
I said please please don't insist
I was walking with a ghost
I said please please don't insist
No matter which way you go
No matter which way you stay
You're out of my mind
Out of my mind
Out of my mind
Out of my mind
I was walking with a ghost

middle

2005-04-18T03:43:00.000-07:00

........... so? so wut??? ....... BM!

Hey, don't write yourself off yet It's only in your head you feel left out or looked down on. Just try your best, try everything you can. And don't you worry what they tell themselves when you're away. It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride. Everything will be just fine, everything will be alright . Hey, you know they're all the same. You know you're doing better on your own, so don't buy in. Live right now. Yeah, just be yourself. It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else. It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride. Everything will be just fine, everything will be alright . It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride. Everything will be just fine, everything will be alright . Hey, don't write yourself off yet. It's only in your head you feel left out or looked down on. Just do your best, do everything you can. And don't you worry what the bitter hearts are gonna say. It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride. Everything will be just fine, everything will be alright . It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride. Everything will be just fine, everything will be alright..

w/ ARMS WIDE OPEN

2005-04-17T12:24:00.000-07:00

Well I just heard the news today
It seems my life is going to change
I close my eyes, begin to pray
Then tears of joy stream down my face
With arms wide open
Under the sunlight
Welcome to this place
I'll show you everything
With arms wide open
Well I don't know if I'm ready
To be the man I have to be
I'll take a breath, take her by my side
We stand in awe, we've created life
With arms wide open
Under the sunlight
Welcome to this place
I'll show you everything
With arms wide open
Now everything has changed
I'll show you love
I'll show you everything
With arms wide open
If I had just one wish
Only one demand
I hope he's not like me
I hope he understands
That he can take this life
And hold it by the hand
And he can greet the world
With arms wide open...

garbage

2005-04-16T16:51:00.000-07:00

Im only happy when it rains
Im only happy when its complicated
And though I know you cant appreciate it
Im only happy when it rains

You know I love it when the news is bad
And why it feels so good to feel so sad
Im only happy when it rains

Pour your misery down, pour your misery down on me
Pour your misery down, pour your misery down on me

Im only happy when it rains
I feel good when things are going wrong
I only listen to the sad, sad songs
Im only happy when it rains

I only smile in the dark
My only comfort is the night gone black
I didnt accidentally tell you that
Im only happy when it rains

Youll get the message by the time Im through
When I complain about me and you
Im only happy when it rains

Pour your misery down, pour your misery down
Pour your misery down on me pour your misery down
Pour your misery down pour your misery down
Pour your misery down on me pour your misery down
Pour your misery down pour your misery down
Pour your misery down on me pour your misery down
Pour your misery down

You can keep me company
As long as you dont care
Im only happy when it rains
You wanna hear about my new obsession?
Im riding high upon a deep depression
Im only happy when it rains
Pour some misery down on me

Im only happy when it rains
Pour some misery down on me
Im only happy when it rains
Pour some misery down on me
Im only happy when it rains
Pour some misery down on me
Im only happy when it rains
Pour some misery down on me ...

all that ive got - D USED

2005-04-15T19:03:00.000-07:00

she

2005-04-15T08:58:00.000-07:00

She screams in silence
A sullen riot penetrating through her mind
Waiting for a sign to smash the silence
with the brick of self control

Are you locked up in a world
That's been planned out for you ?
Are you feeling like a social tool without use ?

Scream at me until my ears bleed
I'm taking heed just for you

She's figured out all her doubts
Were someone else's point of view
Waking up this time to smash the silence
with the brick of self control

dumb

2005-04-15T08:22:00.000-07:00

I'm not like themBut I can pretendThe sun is goneBut I have a lightThe day is doneBut I'm having funI think I'm dumbOr maybe just happyThink I'm just happyThink I'm just happyThink I'm just happyMy heart is brokeBut I have some gluehelp me inhaleAnd mend it with youWe'll float aroundAnd hang out on cloudsThen we'll come downAnd I have a hangoverHave a hangoverHad a hangover Had a hangoverSkin the sunFall asleepWish awayThe soul is cheap Lesson learned Wish me luck Soothe the burnWake me upI'm not like themBut I can pretendThe sun is goneBut I have a lightThe day is doneBut I'm having funI think I'm dumbOr maybe just happyThink I'm just happyThink I'm just happyThink I'm just happyI think I'm dumb..

weezah - undone

2005-04-13T22:11:00.000-07:00

I'm me

Me be

Goddamn

I am

I canSing andHear meKnow me

If you want to destroy my sweater

Pull this thread as I walk away

oh noIt goIt goneBye-Bye (Bye!)

Who I thinkI sinkand I die

If you want to destroy my sweater

Pull this thread as I walk away (as I walk away)

Watch me unravel ill soon be naked

Lying on the floor, lying on the floor

I've come undone

If you want to destroy my sweater

Pull this thread as I walk away

Watch me unravel i'll soon be naked

Lying on the floor, lying on the floor

Ive come undone

I don't want to destroy your tank-top

Let's be friends and just walk away

Hate to see you lyin' there in your Superman skivvies

Lying on the floor,

I've come undone

hand that feeds

2005-04-13T21:51:00.000-07:00

you're keeping in step
in the line
got your chin held high and you feel just fine
because you do
what you're told
but inside your heart it is black and it's hollow and it's cold
just how deep do you believe?
will you bite the hand that feeds?
will you chew until it bleeds?
can you get up off your knees?
are you brave enough to see?
do you want to change it?
what if this whole crusade's
a charade
and behind it all there's a price to be paid
for the blood
on which we dine
justified in the name of the holy and the divine
just how deep do you believe?
will you bite the hand that feeds?
will you chew until it bleeds?
can you get up off your knees?
are you brave enough to see?
do you want to change it?
so naïve
to keep holding on to what I want to believe
i can see
but i keep holding on and on and on and on
will you bite the hand that feeds you?
will you stay down on your knees?

d CURE

2005-04-11T13:39:00.000-07:00

a letter 2 elise

oh elise it doesn't matter what you say
i just can't stay here every yesterday
like keep on acting out the same
the way we act out
every way to smile
forget
and make-believe we never needed
any more than this
any more than this
oh elise it doesn't matter what you do
i know i'll never really get inside of you
to make your eyes catch fire
the way they should
the way the blue could pull me in
if they only would
if they only would
at least i'd lose this sense of sensing something else
that hides away
from me and you
there're worlds to part
with aching looks and breaking hearts
and all the prayers your hands can make
oh i just take as much as you can throw
and then throw it all away
oh i throw it all away
like throwing faces at the sky
like throwing arms round
yesterday
i stood and stared
wide-eyed in front of you
and the face i saw looked back
the way i wanted to
but i just can't hold my tears away
the way you do
elise believe i never wanted this
i thought this time i'd keep all of my promises
i thought you were the girl i always dreamed about
but i let the dream go
and the promises broke
and the make-believe ran out...
oh elise
it doesn't matter what you say
i just can't stay here every yesterday
like keep on acting out the same
the way we act out
every way to smile
forget
and make-believe we never needed
any more than this
any more than this
and every time i try to pick it up
like falling sand
as fast as i pick it up
it runs away through my clutching hands
but there's nothing else i can really do
there's nothing else
i can really do
at all...

BE URSELF

2005-04-11T03:26:00.001-07:00

Someone falls to pieces sleeping all alone
Someone kills the pain
Spinning in the silence she finally drifts away

Someone gets excited in a chapel yard
Catches a bouqet
Another lays a dozen white roses on a grave

Be yourself is all that you can do
To be yourself is all that you can do

Someone finds salvation in everyone
Another only pain
Someone tries to hide himself
Down inside himself he prays

Someone swears there's true love until the end of time
Another runs away
Separate or united
Empty or insane

And be yourself is all that you can do
To be yourself is all that you can do
To be yourself is all that you can do
Be yourself is all that you can do

Even when you've paid enough
Been put upon or been held up
'Cause every single memory of
Good or bad faces of love
Don't lose any sleep tonight
I'm sure everything will end up alright
You may win or lose

But to be yourself is all that you can do
To be yourself is all that you can do

IN UTERO

2005-04-10T01:06:00.000-07:00

What else should I be
All apologies
What else could I say
Everyone is gay
What else could I write I don't have the right
What else should I be
All apologies
In the sun In the sun
I feel as one In the sun In the sun
I'm married buried
I wish I was like you Easily amused
Find my nest of salt
Everything is my fault
I'll take all the blame
Aqua seafoam shame
Sunburn with freezerburn
Choking on the ashes of her enemy
In the sun In the sun
I feel as one In the sun In the sun
I'm married buried married buried
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
All in all is all we all are
All in all is all we are

9 inch nails

2005-04-09T21:52:00.000-07:00

hey pig yeah you hey pig piggy pig pig pig all of my fears came true black and blue and broken bones you left me here i'm all alone my little piggy needed something new nothing can stop me now cause i don't care anymore nothing can stop me now cause i just don't care nothing can stop me now cause i don't care anymore nothing can stop me now cause i just don't care hey pig nothing's turning out the way i planned hey mother fucking pig there's a lot of things that i hoped you could help me understand what am i supposed to do i lost my shit because of you nothing can stop me now cause i don't care anymore nothing can stop me now cause i just don't care nothing can stop me now cause i don't care anymore nothing can stop me now cause i just don't care anymore nothing can stop me now nothing can stop me now

9"

2005-04-09T21:43:00.000-07:00

step right up march push crawl right up on your knees please greed feed (away the tender parts) i want a little bit i want a piece of it i think he's losing it i want to watch it come down don't like the look of it don't like the taste of it don't like the smell of it i want to watch it come down all the pigs are all lined up i give you all that you want take the skin and peel it back doesn't it make you feel better? shove it up inside surprise! lies stains like the blood on your teeth bite chew suck (no time to hesitate) i want to break it up i want to smash it up i want to fuck it up i want to watch it come down maybe afraid of it let's discredit it let's pick away at it i want to watch it come down all the pigs are all lined up i give you all that you want take the skin and peel it back now doesn't it make you feel better?

don't you feel a whole lot better?
all the pigs are all lined up

we might as well be strangers

2005-04-09T16:34:00.000-07:00

keanesgotme..

I don't know your face no more
Or feel your touch that I adore
I don't know your face no more
It's just a place I'm looking for
We might as well be strangers in another town
We might as well be living in a different world
We might as well
We might as well
We might as well

I don't know your thoughts these days
We're strangers in an empty space
I don't understand your heart
It's easier to be apart

We might as well be strangers in another town
We might as well be living in a another time
We might as well
We might as well
We might as well be strangers
Be strangers
For all I know of you now
For all I know of you now
For all I know of you now
For all I know

IN D END

2005-04-09T15:29:00.000-07:00

...it doesnt even matter...

It starts with
One thing, I dont know why
It doesnt even mather how hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To explain due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down till the end of the day
Clock ticks life away
Its so unreal
You didnt look out below,
Watch the time go right out the window
Tryn to hold on
Didnt even know, I wasted it all
Just to watch you go
I kept everything inside
And even though I tried
It all fell apart
What its meant to be
Will, eventually be,
A memory of a time,

When I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesnt even matter...
I had to fall, to lose it all...
But in the end, it doesnt even matter...

One thing, I dont know why
It doesnt even mather how hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To remind myself
How I tried so hard...
Dispite the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
Im surprised it got so far
Things arent the way they were before
You wouldnt even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end...

You kept everything inside
And even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to be, will
Eventually, be a memory of a time
When I tried so hard,
And got so far,
But in the end, it doesnt even matter
I had to fall, to lose it all
But in the end, it doesnt even matter

Ive put my trust in you
Pushed as far, as I can go

For all this
Theres only one thing you should know
Ive put my trust, in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
Theres only one thing you should know...
I tried so hard,
And got so far,
But in the end, it doesnt even matter
I had to fall, to lose it all,
But in the end, it doesnt even matter

HOLIDAY

2005-04-09T10:51:00.000-07:00

greenday

Hear the sound of the falling rain
Coming down like an Armageddon flame
The shame
The ones who died without a name

Hear the dogs howling out of key
To a hymn called "Faith and Misery"
And bleed, the company lost the war today

I beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies
This is the dawning of the rest of our lives
On holiday

Hear the drum pounding out of time
Another protestor has crossed the line
To find, the money's on the other side

Can I get another Amen? (Amen!)
There's a flag wrapped around a score of men
A gag, A plastic bag on a monument

I beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies
This is the dawning of the rest of our lives
On holiday

"The representative from California has the floor"

Zieg Heil to the president gasman
Bombs away is your punishment
Pulverize the Eiffel towers
Who criticize your government
Bang bang goes the broken glass and
Kill all the fags that don't agree
Trials by fire, setting fire
Is not a way that's meant for me
Just cause, just cause, because we're outlaws yeah!

I beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies
This is the dawning of the rest of our lives
I beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies
This is the dawning of the rest of our lives

This is our lives on holiday

ACCEPTANCE

2005-04-09T10:48:00.000-07:00

different

Tell myself on the ride home Getting tired, hating all I've known Holding on, like it's all I have Count me out, When it's clear that I find it hard to say And you, find it hard to care I WANTED 2 SEE SOMETHING THATS DIFFERENT SOMETHING U SAID WOULD CHANGE IN ME..WANTED 2 BE ANYTHING DIFFERENT EVERYTHING U WOULD CHANGE IN ME Got this way, up front but never true God I'm wrong, it's just the way I am Crashing down, any chance you hear Caving in, any chance that you can see inside of me And I dunno what to say It's fine, this isn't Hollywood So fine, getting in your way I wanted to see something thats different Something you said would change in me Wanted to be anything different Everything you would change in me I'm taking a chance This could be different This could be all I'm waiting for Taking a chance This could be different This could be all I'm waiting for I wanted to see something thats different Something you said would change in me Wanted to be anything different Everything you would change in me..

fly away

2005-04-05T17:55:00.000-07:00

Someday
When my life has passed me by
I lay around and wonder why you were always there for me
One way
In the eyes of a passerby
I look around for another try and fade away
Just close your eyes and Ill take you there
This place is warm without a care
Well take a swim in the deep blue sea
I go to leave and you reach for me
Somesay
Better things will come our way
No matter what they try to say
You were always there for me
Someway
When the sun begins to shine I hear a song from another time and fade away
And fade away
Just close your eyes and Ill take you there
This place is warm without a care
Well take a swim in the deep blue sea
I go to leave and you reach for me
Someone said you tried too long
Someone said we got it all
Someone said we tried too long
Is there a place where I belong
So far so long
So far away
So far so wrong
So far away
Somday
When my life has passed me by
I lay around and wonder why you were always there for me
One way
In the eyes of a passerby
I look around for another try and fade away
And fade away..

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2005-04-03T22:42:00.000-07:00

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breakdown

2005-04-02T18:51:00.000-08:00

In your life
You seem to have it all
You seem to have control
But deep within your soul
You're losing it

You never took the time
Assume that you're to blame
You think that you're insane
Won't you spare me

I know the breakdown
Everything is gonna shake now someday
I know the breakdown
Tell me again am I awake now
Maybe you can find the reason that
No one else is living this way
Yeah your lies your world is built around
Two faces to a clown
The voices in your head think
There's four pawns down

Well in this unity
Fate has found the need
You better check yourself
Before you check out

If you find yourself
Then you might believe
Then within yourself
You just might conceive ..

2005-04-01T18:52:00.000-08:00

swat???

MONKEYS, APES, n d likes...

2005-04-01T18:37:00.000-08:00

brass monkey - that funky monkey
Brass monkey - junkie
That funky monkey

Got this dance thats more than real
Drink brass monkey - heres how you feel
Put your left leg down - your right leg up
Tilt your head back - lets finish the cup
M.c.a. with the bottle - d. rocks the can
Adrock gets nice with charlie chan
Were offered moet - we dont mind chivas
Wherever we go with bring the monkey with us
Adrock drinks three - mike d. is d.
Double r. foots the bill most definitely
I drink brass monkey and I rock well
I got a castle in brooklyn - thats where I dwell

Cause I drink it anytime - and anyplace
When its time to get ill - I pour it on my face
Monkey tastes def when you pour it on ice
Come on yall its time to get nice
Coolin by the lockers getting kind of funky
Me and the crew - were drinking brass monkey
This girl walked by - she gave me the eye
I reached in the locker - grabbed the spanish fly
I put it with the monkey - mixed it in the cup
Went over to the girl, yo baby, whats up?
I offered her a sip - the girl she gave me lip
It did begin the stuff wore in and now shes on my tip

Step up to the bar - put the girl down
She takes a big gulp and slaps it around
Take a sip - you can do it - you get right to it
We had a case in the place and we went right through it
You got a dry martini - thinking youre cool
Ill take your place at the bar - I smack you off your stool
Ill down a 40 dog in a single gulp
And if you got beef youll get beat to a pulp
Monkey and parties and reelin and rockin
Def, def - girls, girls - all yall jockin
The song and dance keeping you in a trance
If you dont buy my record I got my advance
I drink it - I think it - I see it - I be it
I love brass monkey but I wont give d. it
We got the bottle - you got the cup
Come on everybody lets get ffffff

smashin pumpkins

2005-04-01T15:05:00.000-08:00

landslide of sraps

I took my love, I took it down
I climbed a mountain and I turned around
And I saw my reflection in the snow covered hills
til the landslide brought it down

Oh, mirror in the sky, what is love?
Can the child within my heart rise above?
Can I sail through the changing ocean tides?
Can I handle the seasons of my life?

Well, Ive been afraid of changing cause ive
Built my life around you
But time makes you bolder
Even children get older
And Im getting older, too

I took my love and took it down
I climbed a mountain, I turned around
And if you see my reflection in the snow covered hills
The landslide brought it down
The landslide brought it down

SWEETEST T H A N G

2005-04-01T10:22:00.000-08:00

mah luv she throws me like a rubber ball
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
But she wont catch me or break my fall
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
Babys got blue skies up ahead
But in this Im a rain cloud
ukno' she wants a dry kinda luv
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thang

im losin u
im losin u
aint luv the sweetest thang

I wanted to run but she made me crawl
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
Eternal fire, she turned me to straw
Oh oh, the sweetest thing
I know I got black eyes
But they burn so brightly for her
I guess its a blind kinda luv
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thang

Blue-eyed boy meets a brown-eyed girl
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
You can sew it up but you still see the tear
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thing
Babys got blue skies up ahead
And in this Im a rain cloud
ours is a stormy kinda luv
Oh oh oh, the sweetest thang

the sweetest thang
oh the sweetest thang

send d PAIN below ..

2005-04-01T09:58:00.001-08:00

I like having hurt

So send the pain below where I need it,

U USED 2 BEG ME 2 TAKE CARE OF THANGS
N SMILE @ D THOUGHT OF ME FAILIN...

But long before, having hurt,
I'd send the pain below,
I'd send the pain below.

Much like suffocating,
Much like suffocating,
Much like suffocating,
(I'd send the pain below...)
Much like suffocating,
(I'd send the pain below...)

U USED TO RUN ME AWAY,
ALL WHILE LAUGHIN'
THEN CRY ABT D FACT
TIL I RETURNED...

But long before, having hurt,
I'd send the pain below,
Much like suffocating.

I can't feel my chest,
Need more, drop down,
Closing in.

I liked, having hurt.
So send the pain below

So send the pain below,
(Much like suffocating) [I liked]
So send the pain below,
(Much like suffocating) [Having hurt]
So send the pain below,
(Much like suffocating)
So send the pain below,
(Much like suffocating)
So send the pain below.

peaches 4 free

2005-03-31T19:08:00.000-08:00

Movin? to the country gonna eat a lot of peaches
I?m movin? to the country I?m gonna eat me a lot of peaches
I?m movin? to the country I?m gonna eat a lot of peaches
Movin? to the country I?m gonna eat a lot of peaches
Peaches come from a can they were put there by a man
In a factory downtown
If I had my little way I?d eat peaches everyday
Sun soakin bulges in the shade

Movin? to the country I?m gonna eat a lot of peaches
Movin? to the country I?m gonna eat a lot of peaches
I?m movin to the country gonna eat a lot of peaches
Movin? to the country gonna eat a lot of peaches

I took a little nap where the roots all twist
Squished a rotten peach in my fist
And dreamed about you woman
I poked my finger down inside makin? a little room for a ant to hide
Nature?s candy in my hand or can or a pie

Millions of peaches peaches for me
Millions of peaches peaches for free
Millions of peaches peaches for me
Millions of peaches peaches for free

Look out

deep inside of u

2005-03-31T17:04:00.000-08:00

third eye blind

When we met light was shed Thoughts free flow you said you've got something Deep inside of you A wind chime voice sound, sway of your hips round rings true It goes deep inside of you These secret garden beams, changed my life so it seems Fall breeze blows outside, I don't break stride My thoughts are warm And they go deep inside of you And I never felt alone, 'till I met you Friends say I've changed, I don't listen 'cause I live to be Deep inside of you Slide of her dress, shouts in darkness, I'm so alive I'm deep inside of you You said boy make girl feel good But still, deep inside, still I've never felt alone 'Till I met you I'm all right on my own And then I met you And I'd know what to do if I just knew what's coming I would change myself if I could I'd walk with my people if I could find them And I'd say that I'm sorry to you I'm sorry to you And I don't want to call you But then I want to call you 'cause I don't want to crush you But I feel like crushing you And it's true I took for granted you were with me I breathe by your looks and you look right through me And we were broke and didn't know Something's gone, you withdraw and I'm not strong like before I was Deep inside of you I can go nowhere I burn candles and stare at a ghost Deep inside of you And some great need in me starts to bleed I've lost myself there's nothing left, it's all gone Deep inside of you Deep inside of you Deep inside of you

wherever i may roam

2005-03-31T13:19:00.000-08:00

...and the road becomes my bride
I have stripped of all but pride
so in her I do confide
and she keeps me satisfied
gives me all I need
...and with dust in throat I crave
only knowledge will I save
to the game you stay a slave
rover wanderer
nomad vagabond
call me what you will
but I'll take my time anywhere
free to speak my mind anywhere
and I'll redefine anywhere
anywhere I may roam
where I lay my head is home
...and the earth becomes my throne
I adapt to the unknown
under wandering stars I've grown
by myself but not alone
I ask no one
...and my ties are severed clean
the less I have the more I gain
off the beaten path I reign
rover wanderer
nomad vagabond
call me what you will
but I'll take my time anywhere
I'm free to speak my mind anywhere
and I'll never mind anywhere
anywhere I may roam
where I lay my head is home
but i'll take my time anywhere
free to speak my mind
and I'll take my find anywhere
anywhere I may roam
where I lay my head is home
carved upon my stone
my body lie, but still I roam
wherever I may roam

felt like a lifetime

2005-03-30T02:53:00.000-08:00

Allie woke up 8AM Graduation day. Got into a car,
And crashed along the way.
When we arrived late to the wake,
Stole the urn while they Looked away,
And drove to the beach 'Cause I knew you'd want it That way.
And you were standing On the hood of the car
Singing out loud When the sun came up.
And I know I wasn't right, But it felt so good.
And your mother didn't mind, Like I thought she would.
And that REM song was playing In my mind.
And three and a half minutes Felt like a lifetime
It felt like a lifetime
And you move like water I could drown in you.
And I fell so deep once,Till you pulled me through
You would tell me "No one is allowed to be so proud
They never reach out When they're giving up."
And I know I wasn't right, But it felt so good.
And your mother didn't mind, Like I thought she would.
And that REM song was playing In my mind.
And three and a half minutes Felt like a lifetime
Are you sitting in the lights? Or combing your hair again,
And talking in rhymes?Are you sitting in the lights?
When I got home, heard the phone, Your parents had arrived.
And your dad set his jaw Your mom just smiled and sighed.
But they left soonAnd I went to my room.
Played that disc that you'd given me, And I shut my eyes
Swear I could hear the sea. When we were standing
On the hood of your car Singing out loud when the sun came up.
And I know I wasn't right, But it felt so good.
And your mother didn't mind, Like I thought she would.
And that REM song was playing In my mind.
And three and a half minutes, Three and a half minutes, Felt like a lifetime.

d scientist

2005-03-29T23:30:00.000-08:00

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are

I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart

Tell me your secrets
And ask me you questions
Oh let's go back to the start

Running in circles
Coming in tales
Heads are a science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard

Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing
At numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart

Questions of science
Science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart

Tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start

Running in circles
Chasing tails
And coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard

I'm going back to the start

through w/ u..

2005-03-28T18:16:00.001-08:00

Can you see me
Floating above your head
As you lay in bed
Thinking about everything
That you did not do
Cause saying I love you
Has nothing to do with meaning it

And I don't trust you
Cause every time you're here
Your intentions are unclear
I spend every hour waiting for a phone call
That I know will never come
I used to think you were the one
Now I'm sick of thinking anything at all

You ain't ever coming back to me
That's not how things were supposed to be

U TAKE MAH HAND JUZ 2 GIVE IT BACK
NO OTHER LUVAH HAS EVAH DONE THAT

Do you remember
The way we used to melt
Do you remember how it felt
When I touched you
Oh cause I remember very well

And how long has it been
Since someone you let in
Has given what I gave to you

And at night when you sleep
Do you dream I would be there
Just for a minute or two do you?

Heartache heartache I just have so much
A simple love with a complex touch
there is nuthin u can say or do
i called 2 let u kno' im through w/ u..

blind?? lmao!

2005-03-28T12:48:00.000-08:00

dahlin NIKKI

I knew a girl named Nikki
I guess you could say she was a sex fiend
I met her in a hotel lobby
Masturbating with a magazine
She said how'd you like to waste some time
And I could not resist when I saw little Nikki grind

She took me to her castle
And I just couldn't believe my eyes
She had so many devices
Everything that money could buy
She said sign your name on the dotted line
The lights went out
And Nikki started to grind
AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!! NIKKI!!!!!!! oh...

The castle started spinning
Or maybe it was my brain
I can't tell you what she did to me
But my body will never be the same
Her lovin' will kick your behind
Oh, she'll show you no mercy
But she'll sho'nuff sho'nuff show you how to grind

Woke up the next morning
Nikki wasn't there
I looked all over and all I found
Was a phone number on the stairs
It said thank you for d funky time
Call me up whenever you want to grind ;P

lithium

2005-03-28T02:27:00.000-08:00

I'm so happy because today I've found my friends ... They're in my head I'm so ugly, but that's okay, 'cause so are you... We've broken our mirrors Sunday morning is everyday for all I care... And I'm not scared Light my candles in a daze... 'Cause I've found god - yeah, yeah, yeah I'm so lonely but that's okay I shaved my head... And I'm not sad And just maybe I'm to blame for all I've heard... But I'm not sure I'm so excited, I can't wait to meet you there... But I don't care I'm so horny but that's okay... My will is good - ;P yeah, yeah, yeah I like it - I'm not gonna crack I miss you - I'm not gonna crack I love you - I'm not gonna crack I kill you - I'm not gonna crack ... ? lolz

sweetest g'bye

2005-03-28T02:01:00.000-08:00

Where you are seems to be
As far as an eternity
Outstretched arms open hearts
And if it never ends then when do we start?

I'll never leave you behind
Or treat you unkind
I know you understand
And with a tear in my eye
Give me the sweetest goodbye
That I ever did receive

Pushing forward and arching back
Bring me closer to heart attack
Say goodbye and just fly away
When you comeback
I have some things to say

How does it feel to know you never have to be alone
When you get home
There must be someplace here that only you and I could go
So I can show you how I
Dream away everyday
Try so hard to disregard
The rhythm of the rain that drops
And coincides with the beating of my heart

must get out .. 0209

2005-03-25T18:06:00.000-08:00

time bein

I've been the needle and the thread
Weaving figure eights and circles round your head
I try to laugh but cry instead
Patiently wait to hear the words you've never said

Fumbling through your dresser door forgot what I was looking for
Try to guide me in the right direction
Making use of all this time
Keeping everything inside
Close my eyes and listen to you cry

I'm lifting you up
I'm letting you down
I'm dancing til dawn
I'm fooling around
I'm not giving up
I'm making your love
This city's made us crazy and we must get out

This not goodbye she said
It is just time for me to rest my head
She does not walk she runs instead
Down these jagged streets and into my bed

There's only so much I can do for you
After all of the things you put me through..

she will b luvd..

2005-03-25T17:30:00.000-08:00

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

harder 2 breathe

2005-03-25T15:51:00.000-08:00

How dare you say that my behavior is unacceptable
So condescending unnecessarily critical
I have the tendency of getting very physical
So watch your step cause if I do you'll need a miracle

You drain me dry and make me wonder why I'm even here
This Double Vision I was seeing is finally clear
You want to stay but you know very well I want you gone
Not fit to funkin' tread the ground I'm walking on

When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe

What you are doing is screwing things up inside my head
You should know better you never listened to a word I said
Clutching your pillow and writhing in a naked sweat
Hoping somebody someday will do you like I did

Does it kill
Does it burn
Is it painful to learn
That it's me that has all the control

Does it thrill
Does it sting
When you feel what I bring
And you wish that you had me to hold

how abt U?

2005-03-24T18:04:00.000-08:00

if someone else showed you the way
would you take the wheel and steer?
it hurts me that you're not ashamed
of what you're doing here
if they jumped off a bridge
would you meet them on the ground?
or would you try and claim
that it never made a sound

everyone plays the hand they dealt
and learns to walk through life themselves
not everything in life is handed on a plate
when people think your words are true
it doesn't matter what you do
i sold my soul to get here
how 'bout you?

so you choose to force your hand
what a strange way to make friends
and you always change the rules
so the drama never ends
and you blindly go through life
judging only by what its worth
just try not to forget
that the meek inherit earth

so please don't take offense
this is just a point of view
cuz i'm the only one who
will say these things to you...

heart-shaped badge

2005-03-24T12:01:00.000-08:00

Oh yeah
Alright

Somebody's Heine'
Is crowdin' my icebox
Somebody's cold one
Is givin' me chills
Guess I'll just close my eyes

Oh yeah
Alright
Feels good
Inside

Flip on the tele
Wrestle with Jimmy
Something is bubbling
Behind my back
The bottle is ready to blow

Say it ain't so
Your drug is a heartbreaker
Say it ain't so
My love is a life taker

I can't confront you
I never could do
That which might hurt you
So try and be cool
When I say
This way is a waterslide away from me
That takes you further every day
So be cool

Say it ain't so
Your drug is a heartbreaker
Say it ain't so
My love is a life taker

Dear Daddy
I write you in spite of years of silence
You've cleaned up, found Jesus, things are good or so I hear
This bottle of Steven's awakens ancient feelings
Like father, stepfather, the son is drowning in the flood
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Say it ain't so
Your drug is a heartbreaker
Say it ain't so
My love is a life taker

ocean breathes salty

2005-03-23T05:16:00.000-08:00

good news 4 ppl who luvs bad news

Your body may be gone, I'm gonna carry you in.
In my head, in my heart, in my soul.
And maybe we'll get lucky and we'll both live again.
Well I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. Don't think so.

Well that is that and this is this.
You tell me what you want and I'll tell you what you get.
You get away from me. You get away from me.
Collected my belongings and I left the jail.
Well thanks for the time, I needed to think a spell.
I had to think awhile. I had to think awhile.

The ocean breathes salty, won't you carry it in?
In your head, in your mouth, in your soul.
And maybe we'll get lucky and we'll both grow old.
Well I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I hope so.

Well that is that and this is this.
You tell me what you want and I'll tell you what you get.
You get away from me. You get away from me.
Collected my belongings and I left the jail.
Well thanks for the time, I needed to think a spell.
I had to think awhile. I had to think awhile.

Well that is that and this is this.
Will you tell me what you saw and I'll tell you what you missed,
when the ocean met the sky.
You missed when time and life shook hands and said goodbye.
When the earth folded on itself.
And said "Good luck, for your sake I hope heaven and hell
are really there, but I wouldn't hold my breath."
You wasted life, why wouldn't you waste death?
You wasted life, why wouldn't you waste death?

The ocean breathes salty, won't you carry it in?
In your head, in your mouth, in your soul.
The more we move ahead the more we're stuck in rewind.
Well I don't mind. I don't mind. How the hell could I mind?

Well that is that and this is this.
You tell me what you want and I'll tell you what you get.
You get away from me. You get away from me.

Well that is that and this is this.
Will you tell me what you saw and I'll tell you what you missed,
when the ocean met the sky.
You wasted life, why wouldn't you waste the afterlife?

..such great heights

2005-03-23T04:18:00.000-08:00

I am thinking it's a sign that the freckles
In our eyes are mirror images and when
We kiss they're perfectly aligned
And I have to speculate that God himself
Did make us into corresponding shapes like
Puzzle pieces from the clay
And true, it may seem like a stretch, but
Its thoughts like this that catch my troubled
Head when you're away when I am missing you to death
When you are out there on the road for
Several weeks of shows and when you scan
The radio, I hope this song will guide you home

They will see us waving from such great
Heights, 'come down now,' they'll say
But everything looks perfect from far away,
'come down now,' but we'll stay...

I tried my best to leave this all on your
Machine but the persistent beat it sounded
Thin upon listening
That frankly will not fly. you will hear
The shrillest highs and lowest lows with
The windows down when this is guiding you home

ride d rides, slide d slides

2005-03-22T13:10:00.000-08:00

If you only once would let me
Only just one time
Then be happy with the consequence
With whatever's gonna happen tonight
Don't think we're not serious
When's it ever not
The love we make is killing its take
A game to play along

All I can say
I should of said
Can we take a ride?
Get out of this place
While we still have time

All the best DJs are saving
The slowest song for last
When the dance is through
Its me and you
Come on would it really be so bad
The things we think might be the same
But I won't falthom more
Its just not me to wear it on my sleeve
Count on the for sure

All I can say
I should of said
Can we take a ride?
Get out of this place
While we still have time
Wanna take a ride?
Get out of this place
While we still have time
Yeah - We still have time
Can't say I was never wrong
But some blame rests on you
Work and play but never okay
To mix the way we do

its true that we luv one another... tehee

2005-03-22T12:49:00.000-08:00

Well it's true that we love one another
I love Jack White like a little brother
Well Holly I love you too but there's
Just so much that I don't know about you

Jack give me some money to pay my bills
All the dough I give you Holly
You been using on pain pills
Jack will you call me if you're able?
I got your phone number written
In the back of my bible
Jack I think your pulling my leg
And I think maybe I better ask Meg
Meg do you think Jack really loves me?
You know, I don't care because
Jack really bugs me
Why don't you ask him now?
Well I would Meg
I really just don't know how
Just say 'Jack , do you adore me?'
Well I would Holly but love really bores me
Well maybe we should just be friends
I'm just kidding Holly
You know that I'll love you 'til the end

Well it's true that we love one another
I love Jack White like a little brother
Well Holly I love you too but there's
Just so much that I don't know about you

Holly give me some of your English lovin'
If I did that Jack I'd have one in the oven
Why don't you go off and just love yourself
If I did that Holly there won't be anything
Left for anybody else
Jack it's too bad about the way you look
You know I gave that horse a carrot
So he'd break your foot
Will the two of you cut it out
And tell 'em what it's really all about

Well it's true that we love one another
I love Jack White like a little brother
Well Holly I love you too but there's
Just so much that I don't know about you

run (as always)

2005-03-22T12:35:00.000-08:00

I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Anyway from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do

Light up...

Slower slower
We don't have time for that
I just want to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads

Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess

S M O R E S ...

2005-03-21T17:29:00.000-08:00

This could be the very minute
I'm aware I'm alive
All these places feel like home
With a name I'd never chosen
i can make my first steps As a child of 25
This is the straw, final straw in the
Roof of my mouth as I lie to you
just because I'm sorry doesn't mean I didn't enjoy it at the time
You're the only thing that I love
It scares me more every day On my knees I think clearer
Goodness knows I saw it coming Or at least I'll claim I did
But in truth I'm lost for words
What have I done it's too late for that
What have I become truth is nothing yet
A simple mistake starts the hardest time
I promise I'll do anything you ask...this time *grin

mafia, inc

2005-03-21T04:57:00.000-08:00

GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH
YEAH GO, YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT CONFIDENCE
GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH
YEAH GO, SPIT OUT ALL REASON, YEAH
I'm tired of holdin' up the weight,
the weight of the motherfuckin' world.
What I wanted to do, but just can't wait
DO RIGHT NOW !!!
We could start a little fire just to get in the flame
The type that'll blow away.
I'm speakin' of my 15 minutes of fame
Come on now 1 2 3...
GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH
YEAH GO, YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT CONFIDENCE
GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH
YEAH GO, SPIT OUT ALL REASON, YEAH
I'm flushing the trust of everyone,
stabbing in the back and thinkin' they can break me.
Set my sight can't die until I'm done
MIND ENDURANCE !!!
Never wanted any more than what I deserve,
better bring it I'm takin' it all.
Fuck an inch 'cause I'm bringin' a mile,
It's on now 1 2 3...
GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH
YEAH GO, YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT CONFIDENCE
GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH
YEAH GO, SPIT OUT ALL REASON, YEAH
This fire, is growing, it's burning, deep inside of me.
Focused, driven, certain, the way it's got to be
FIRE, GROWING, BURNING, DEEP INSIDE OF ME !!!
FOCUSED, DRIVEN, CERTAIN, THE WAY IT'S GOT TO BE !!!
CROOKED (No Trust)
LIAR (Conman)
DRUNK WITH (Power)
MENTOR (Taught me everything that I know)
SO WRONG,
WRONG
WRONG
WRONG
1 2 3 !!!
GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH
YEAH GO, YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT CONFIDENCE
GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH
YEAH GO, SPIT OUT ALL REASON, YEAH
GO, I'M FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH
YEAH GO, YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT CONFIDENCE
GO, I'M FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH
YEAH GO, SPIT OUT ALL REASON, YEAH

hollow sham..

2005-03-21T04:22:00.000-08:00

It's late againIt didn't seem to be a problem I couldn't seeYou made that choice that made me want to set you freeI see you aloneHow does it feelYou lost me againTook the wrong roadAfraid to be seenYou didn't believe meHow could I prevent what was so meant to meIt's not my fault I knew this all would come to beWhy did you feel so bad to meI see you aloneHow does it feelYou lost me againTook the wrong roadAfraid to be seenYou didn't believe meHow at all could you expect to sit and stayAfter that night there is no way this would not breakI see you aloneHow does it feel You lost me again Took the wrong road Afraid to be seen You didn't believe me...

price 2 play

2005-03-21T04:18:00.000-08:00

Failed to see,How destructive we can be.Taking without giving back,'Til the damage can be seen,Can you see?Can you see?The more you take,The more you blame,But everything still feels the same.The more you hurt,The more you strain,The price you pay to play the game,Then all you see,And all you gain,And all you step on with no shame,There are no rules,No one to blame,The price tou pay to play the game.Apathy, the chosen way to be,Blindly look the other way,While you waste away with me,Can you see?Can you see?The more you take,The more you blame,But everything still feels the same.The more you hurt,The more you strain,The price you pay to play the game,Then all you see,And all you gain,And all you step on with no shame,There are no rules,No one to blame,The price you pay to play the game.What you pay to play the game,What you pay to play the game,What you pay to play the game,What you pay to play the game.The more you take,The more you blame,But everything still feels the same.The more you hurt,The more you strain,The price you pay to play the game,Then all you see,And all you gain,And all you step on with no shame,There are no rules,No one to blame,The price you pay to play the game.What you pay to play the game..

wut u r... a ff that is! :P

2005-03-20T03:32:00.000-08:00

And when you wanted me, I came to you. And when u wanted someone else, I withdrew. And when you asked for light, I set myself on fire. And if I go far away, I know you'll find another slave. Now I'm free from what you want. Now I'm free from what you need. Now I'm free from what you are. And when you wanted blood, I cut my veins. And when you wanted love, I bled myself again. Now that I've had my fill of you, I'd give you up forever. And here i go far away, I know you, you'll find another slave. Now I'm free from what you want. Now I'm free from what you need. Now I'm free from what you are. Then a reason came to me when you came along. I gave you everything but then you wanted more. Now I'm free from what you want. Now I'm free from what you need. Now I'm free from what you are. Now I'm free from what you want. Now I'm free from what you need. Now I'm free from what you are.

im not okay..

2005-03-19T04:01:00.000-08:00

chemical romance

well if u wanted honesty, thats all u had 2 say.
i nevah want 2 let u down or have you go, its better off this way.
4 all d dirty looks, d photographs ur boyfriend took,
remember when u broke ur foot fr jumpin out d second floor?

im not okay.
im not okay.
im not okay.
u wear me out.

wut will it take 2 show u that its not d life it seems?
i told u time n time again u sing d words but dont kno' wut they mean
so be a joke n look, another line without a hook
i held u close as we both shook 4 d last time take a good hard look!

im not okay.
im not okay.
im not okay.
u wear me out.

4get abt d dirty looks
the photographs ur boyfriend took?
u said u read me like a book, but d pages r all torn n frayed

but u really need 2 listen 2 me
bcuz im telling u d truth
i mean this, IM OKAY!
(Trust Me)

im not okay
im not okay
well, im not okay
im not o-f***in-kay
im not okay
im not okay
(Okay)

stay or leave..

2005-03-19T03:04:00.000-08:00

Maybe different but remember
Winters warm when you and I
Kissing whiskey by the fire
With the snow outside
And when the summer comes in the river
swims at midnight shiver cold
Touch the bottom stars are bright
With muddy toes

Stay or leave
I want you not to go
but you should
It was good as good, goes
Stay or leave
I want you not to go
but you can

Wake up naked drinking coffee
Making plans to change the world
While the world is changing us
It was good good love
You used to laugh under the covers
Maybe not so often now
But the way I used to laugh with you
Was loud and hard

Stay or leave
I want you not to go
but you should
It was good as good, goes
Stay or leave
I want you not to go
but you did

so what to do
with the rest of the days afternoon
Isnt it strange how we change everything we did
Did I do all that I should?
That I coulda done

Remember we used to dance
When everyone wanted to be you and me
I want to be too
what day is this?
besides the day you left me
what day is this?
besides the day you went
So what to do with the rest of the days afternoon
Isnt it strange how we change everything we did
Did I do all that I could?

incubus

2005-03-19T02:55:00.000-08:00

...2 see u when i wake up, is a gift i didnt think could be real..2 kno' that u feel d same, as i do, is a 3-fold utopian dream.. u do sumpthin 2 me that i cant explain.. so would i be out of line, if i said i miss u... i see ur picture, i smell ur skin on, d empty pillow next 2 mine.. u have only been gone ten days, but already i am wastin away i kno' ill see u again.. whether far or soon.. but i need u 2 kno', that I care n i miss U...

BIG EMPTY

2005-03-18T23:51:00.000-08:00

Driving faster in my car,Falling farther from just what we are Smoke a cigarette and lie some moreThese conversations kill - Falling faster in my car
Time to take her home, her dizzy head is conscience laden Time to take a ride, it leaves today no conversation Time to take her home, her dizzy head is conscience laden Time to wait to long to wait to long to wait to long
Too much walkin' shoes worn thin Too much trippin' and my soul's worn thin Time to catch a ride it leaves today Her name is what it meansToo much walkin' shoes worn thin
Time to take her home...
Conversations kill

gettin away w/ murder

2005-03-18T23:41:00.000-08:00

Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness I need to calculate what creates my own madness and I'm addicted to your punishment and you're the master and I am waiting for disaster I feel irrational So confrontational To tell the truth again I am getting away with murder it isn't possible to never tell the truth but the reality is I'm getting away with murder Getting away, Getting away, Getting away I drink my drink and I don't even want to I think my thoughts when I don't even need to I never look back cause I don't even want to and I don't need to because I'm getting away with murder

hate trip

2005-03-18T23:04:00.000-08:00

Met a girl, thought she was grand
fell in love, found out first hand
went well for a week or two
then it all came unglued

in a trapped trip I can't grip
never thought I'd be the one who'd slip
then I started to realize
I was living one big lie

She fucking hates me
trust
she fucking hates me
la la la love
I tried too hard
and she tore my feelings like I had none
and ripped them away

She was queen for about an hour
after that shit got sour
she took all I ever had
no sign of guilt
no feeling of bad, no

In a trapped trip I can't grip
never thought i'd be the one who'd slip
then I started to realize
I was living one big lie

that's my story, as you see
learned my lesson and so did she
now it's over and i'm glad
'cause i'm a fool for all i've said ..

boulevard of brkn drms

2005-03-18T03:29:00.000-08:00

i walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don 't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow 's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart 's the only thing that 's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What 's fucked up and everything 's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone ..

control

2005-03-18T03:09:00.000-08:00

i love the way you look at me I feel the pain you place inside lock me up inside ya dirty cage while I'm alone inside my mind I like to teach you all the rules I'd get to see them set in stone I like it when you chain me to the bed there ya secrets never shone I need to feel you You need to feel me I can't control you You're not the one for me, no I can't control you You can't control me I need to feel you So why's it involve I love the way you rape my skin I feel the hate you place inside I need to get your voice out of my head Cause I'm the guy you'll never find I'm faking all of the rules there's no expressions on your face I'm hoping some day you will let me go Release me from my dirty cage I need to feel you You need to feel me I can't control you You're not the one for me, no I can't control you You can't control me I need to feel you So why's it involve...you and me.. I love the way you look at me I love the way you smack my ass I love the dirty things you do I have control of you I need to feel you You need to feel me I can't control you You're not the one for me, no I can't control you You can't control me I need to feel you So why's it involve you and me.. You're not the one for me, no

if u could only see...

2005-03-17T19:02:00.000-08:00

tonic

If you could only see the way she loves me
Then maybe you would understand
Why I feel this way about our love
And what I must do
If you could only see how blue her eyes can be when she says
When she says she loves me
Well you got your reasons
And you got your lies
And you got your manipulations
They cut me down to size
Sayin' you love but you don't
You give your love but you won't
If you could only see the way she loves me
Then maybe you would understand
Why I feel this way about our love
And what I must do
If you could only see how blue her eyes can be when she says
When she says she loves me
Seems the road less traveled
Show's happiness unraveled
And you got to take a little dirt
To keep what you love
That's what you gotta do
Sayin' you love but you don't
You give your love but you won't
You're stretching out your arms to something that's just not there
Sayin' you love where you stand
Give your heart when you can
If you could only see the way she loves me
Then maybe you would understand
Why I feel this way about our love
And what I must do
If you could only see how blue her eyes can be when she says
When she says she loves me
Sayin' you love but you don't
You give your love but you won't
Sayin' you love where you stand
Give your heart when you can
If you could only see the way she loves me
Then maybe you would understand
Why I feel this way about or love
And what I must do
If you could only see how blue her eyes can be when she says
When she says she loves me

attack of d nefarious flip guy...u...wut a crook!.. ;P

2005-03-16T21:04:00.000-08:00

You're hiding something, 'cause it's burning through your eyes I try to get it out, but all I hear from you are lies And I can tell you're going through the motions I figured you were acting out your part Once again, we're playing off emotion Which one of us will burn until the end? Catalyst, you insist to pull me down You contradict the fact that you still want me around And it's all downhill from here And it's all downhill from here Your good intentions slowly turn to bitterness Reoccurring episodes with each and every kiss.And I can't believe you pulled it off again Or notice till it all sets in You'll deny it 'til you're at your bitter end And you keep pulling me down! pulling me down! pulling me down!
You contradict the fact that you still want me around
And it's all downhill from here And it's all downhill from here...

anythin! anythin! ..(poor u..LMAOooo)

2005-03-16T20:16:00.000-08:00

Okay, what is it tonight?Please just tell me what the hell is wrong!Do you wanna eat?Do you wanna sleep?Do you wanna drown?Just settle down, settle down, settle down!I'll give you candy, give you diamonds, give you pills give you anything you want--hundred-dollar billsI'll even let you watch the shows you wanna see just marry me marry me marry me!I'm so sick of you tonight You never stay awake when I get homeIs something wrong with me?Is something wrong with you?I really wish I knew wish I knew wish I knew!I'll give you candy, give you diamonds, give you give you anything you want--hundred-dollar bills i'll even let you watch the shows you wanna see Because you marry me marry me marry me!Marry me marry me marry me!I was young, I learned a game And love and happiness were the same Now I'm older and I don't play--I found out the hardest way.I got wasted she got mad Called me names and she called her dadHe got crazy and I did too Wondered what I did to you.
I gave you candy,
gave you diamonds,
gave you pills
Gave you anything you want--Hundred-dollar bills!
I even let you hear the songs I want to sing
I'll give you anything anything anything
I'll give you anything anything anything
I'll give you anything anything! anything! anything! anything! anything!!! ....teehee... ;p lolz

g-g-g-girls!! by BEASTeeboy

2005-03-16T20:11:00.000-08:00

Girls - all I really want is girls And in the morning it's girls Cause in the evening it's girlsI like the way that they walk And it's chill to hear them talk And I can always make them smile From White Castle to the Nile Back in the day There was this girl around the way She liked by home-piece M.C.A.He said he would not give her playI asked him, "Please?" - he said, "You may."Her pants were tight and that's okIf she would dance - I would D.J.We took a walk down to the bayI hope she'll say, "Hey me and you should hit the hay!"I asked her out - she said, "No way!"So I broke North with no delayI heard she moved real far away That was two years ago this MayI seen her just the other day Jockin' Mike D. to my dismay

Girls - to do the dishes
Girls - to clean up my room
Girls - to do the laundry
Girls - and in the bathroom
Girls - that's all I really want is girls
Two at a time - I want girls
With new wave hairdos -
I want girls
I ought to whip out my - girls, girls, girls, girls, girls! ..... ;P lolz

fade

2005-03-15T21:54:00.000-08:00

I try to breathe Memories overtaking me I try to face them but The thought is too much to conceive I only know that I can change Everything else just stays the same So now I step out of the darkness that my life became 'cause I just needed someone to talk to You were just to busy with yourself You were never there for me To express how I felt I just stuffed it down Now I'm older and I feel like I could let some of this anger fade But it seems the surface I am scratching Is the bed that I have made So where were you? When all this I was going through You never took the time To ask me just what you could do I only know that I can change Everything else just stays the same So now I step out of the darkness that my life became 'cause I just needed someone to talk to You were just to busy with yourself You were never there for me To express how I felt I just stuffed it down Now I'm older and I feel like I could let some of this anger fade But it seems the surface I am scratching Is the bed that I have made I never meant to fade... Away I NEVER MEANT TO FADE I just needed someone to talk to You were just to busy with yourself You were never there for me To express how I felt I just stuffed it down Now I'm older and I feel like I could let some of this anger fade But it seems the surface I am scratching Is the bed that I have made I try to breathe...

drive

2005-03-15T11:26:00.000-08:00

Sometimes, I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear
And I can't help but ask myself how much
I'll let the fear take the wheel and steer.
It's driven me before, and it seems to have a vague,
haunting mass appeal.
But lately I'm beginning to find that I
should be the one behind the wheel.

Whatever tomorrow brings,
I'll be there with open arms and open eyes, Yeah
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there..I'll be there.

So, if I decide to waiver my chance to be one of the hive
Will I choose water over wine and hold my own and drive?
Aah-ah-oo-o-o.

It's driven me before and it seems to be the way
that everyone else gets around.
But lately I'm beginning to find that when
I drive myself my light is found.

Whatever tomorrow brings,
I'll be there with open arms and open eyes, Yeahhh
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there...I'll be there.

Would you choose water over wine....hold the wheel and drive?

Whatever tomorrow brings,
I'll be there with open arms and open eyes, Yeah
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there..I'll be there

evrythn u want

2005-03-13T19:01:00.000-08:00

Somewhere there's speaking
It's already coming in
Oh and it's rising at the back of your mind
You never could get it
Unless you were fed it
Now you're here and you don't know why

But under skinned knees and the skid marks
Past the places where you used to learn
You howl and listen
Listen and wait for the
Echoes of angels who won't return

He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why

You're waiting for someone
To put you together
You're waiting for someone to push you away
There's always another wound to discover
There's always something more you wish he'd say

But you'll just sit tight
And watch it unwind
It's only what you're asking for
And you'll be just fine
With all of your time
It's only what you're waiting for

Out of the island
Into the highway
Past the places where you might have turned
You never did notice
But you still hide away
The anger of angels who won't return

I am everything you want
I am everything you need
I am everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
I say all the right things
At exactly the right time
But I mean nothing to you and I don't know why
And I don't know why
Why
I don't know

FLOAT ON

2005-03-13T18:45:00.000-08:00

yesterday is a wrinkle on your forehead
yesterday is a promise that you've broken
don't close your eyes, don't close your eyes
this is your life and today is all you've got now
yeah, and today is all you'll ever have
don't close your eyes
don't close your eyes

this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be
when the world was younger and you had everything to lose

yesterday is a kid in the corner
yesterday is dead and over

this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be
when the world was younger and you had everything to lose

don't close your eyes
don't close your eyes
don't close your eyes
don't close your eyes

this is your life are you who you want to be
this is your life are you who you want to be

this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, is it everything you dreamed it would be
when the world was younger and you had everything to lose

and you had everything to lose

I backed my car into a cop car the other day
Well he just drove off sometimes life's ok
I ran my mouth off a bit too much oh what did I say
Well you just laughed it off it was all ok

And we'll all float on ok
And we'll all float on ok
And we'll all float on ok
And we'll all float on any way well

Well, a fake Jamaican took every last dime with that scam
It was worth it just to learn from sleight-of-hand
Bad news comes don't you worry even when it lands
Good news will work its way to all them plans
We both got fired on the exactly the same day
Well we'll float on good news is on the way

And we'll all float on ok
And we'll all float on ok
And we'll all float on ok
And we'll all float on alright
Already we'll all float on
Now don't you worry we'll all float on
Alright already we'll all float on
Alright don't worry we'll all float on

And we'll all float on alright
Already we'll all float on
Aliright don't worry even if things end up a bit to heavy
We'll all float on alright
Already we'll all float on
Alright already we'll all float on
Ok don't worry we'll all float on
Even if things get heavy we'll all float on
Alright already we'll all float on
Don't you worry we'll all float on
All float on

axl rules! :P

2005-03-13T18:32:00.000-08:00

Talk to me softly
There 's something in your eyes
Don 't hang your head in sorrow
And please don 't cry
I know how you feel inside I've
I've been there before
Somethin 's changin ' inside you
And don 't you know
Don 't you cry tonight
I still love you baby
Don 't you cry tonight
Don 't you cry tonight
There 's a heaven above you baby
And don 't you cry tonight
Give me a whisper
And give me a sigh
Give me a kiss before you
tell me goodbye
Don 't you take it so hard now
And please don 't take it so bad
I'll still be thinkin ' of you
And the times we had ...baby
And don 't you cry tonight
Don 't you cry tonight
Don 't you cry tonight
There 's a heaven above you baby
And don 't you cry tonight
And please remember that I never lied
And please remember
how I felt inside now honey
You gotta make it your own way
But you 'll be alright now sugar
You 'll feel better tomorrow
Come the morning light now baby
And don 't you cry tonight
An don 't you cry tonight
An don 't you cry tonight
There 's a heaven above you baby
And don 't you cry
Don 't you ever cry
Don 't you cry tonight
Baby maybe someday
Don 't you cry
Don 't you ever cry
Don 't you cry
Tonight

dont cry...

2005-03-13T18:20:00.000-08:00

If we could see tomorrow
What of your plans
No one can live in sorrow
Ask all your friends
Times that you took in stride
They're back in demand
I was the one who's washing
Blood off your hands

Don't you cry tonight
I still love you baby
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight

I know the things you wanted
They're not what you have
With all the people talkin'
It's drivin' you mad
If I was standin' by you
How would you feel
Knowing your love's decided
And all love is real

An don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight

I thought I could live in your world
As years all went by
With all the voices I've heard
Something has died
And when you're in need of someone
My heart won't deny you
So many seem so lonely
With no one left to cry to baby

An don't you cry tonight
An don't you cry tonight
An don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry tonight
Baby maybe someday
Don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry
Tonight