hurt by a nine-inch-nail...eow!

I hurt myself todayto see if I still feel I focus on the pain the only thing that's real the needle tears a hole the old familiar sting try to kill it all away but I remember everything what have I become?my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end and you could have it all my empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of thorns upon my liar's chairfull of broken thoughts I cannot repair beneath the stains of time the feelings disappear you are someone else I am still right here... what have I become?my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end and you could have it all my empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt if I could start again a million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way...