burnin bright

..i feel like there is no need 4 conversation some questions r better left w/o a reason n i would rather reveal myself than my situation now n then i consider my hesitation d more d light shines through me i pretend 2 close my eyes d more d dark consumes me i pretend im burnin, burnin bright i wonder if d things i did were juz 2b different 2 spare myself of d constant shame of my existence n i would surely redeem myself in my desperation here n now ill express my situation there's nuthin ever wrong but nuthings ever right such a cruel contradiction i kno i cross d lines its not easy 2 define im born 2 indecision theres always sumptin new some path im supposed 2 choose w/ no particular rhyme or reason..