IN MEMORY ...(no rip's 4u)

..some of d ugliest things took d longest time 2 make n some of d easiest habits r d hardest one's 2 break n im not askin 4 value nor d pain but i am askin 4 a way out of this lie ...cuz i cant wait 4 u 2 catch up w/ me n i cant live in d past n drown mahself in memories...welcum 2 nowhere n findin out where it is n fixin ur problems n startin over again ur feedin ur ego w/ wut u can see outside n ur killin urself 4 not speakin ur mind.. in memoryi wonder y u make believe u live ur life straight throughme i cannot understand y u question me n then u lie..i will not justify ur ways..i cannot show u an escape I DO NOT KNO' U ENIMO' ... I NEVAH KNEW U ENIWEIZ...