Thursday, March 31, 2005

peaches 4 free


Movin? to the country gonna eat a lot of peaches
I?m movin? to the country I?m gonna eat me a lot of peaches
I?m movin? to the country I?m gonna eat a lot of peaches
Movin? to the country I?m gonna eat a lot of peaches
Peaches come from a can they were put there by a man
In a factory downtown
If I had my little way I?d eat peaches everyday
Sun soakin bulges in the shade

Movin? to the country I?m gonna eat a lot of peaches
Movin? to the country I?m gonna eat a lot of peaches
I?m movin to the country gonna eat a lot of peaches
Movin? to the country gonna eat a lot of peaches

I took a little nap where the roots all twist
Squished a rotten peach in my fist
And dreamed about you woman
I poked my finger down inside makin? a little room for a ant to hide
Nature?s candy in my hand or can or a pie

Millions of peaches peaches for me
Millions of peaches peaches for free
Millions of peaches peaches for me
Millions of peaches peaches for free

Look out

deep inside of u


third eye blind

When we met light was shed Thoughts free flow you said you've got something Deep inside of you A wind chime voice sound, sway of your hips round rings true It goes deep inside of you These secret garden beams, changed my life so it seems Fall breeze blows outside, I don't break stride My thoughts are warm And they go deep inside of you And I never felt alone, 'till I met you Friends say I've changed, I don't listen 'cause I live to be Deep inside of you Slide of her dress, shouts in darkness, I'm so alive I'm deep inside of you You said boy make girl feel good But still, deep inside, still I've never felt alone 'Till I met you I'm all right on my own And then I met you And I'd know what to do if I just knew what's coming I would change myself if I could I'd walk with my people if I could find them And I'd say that I'm sorry to you I'm sorry to you And I don't want to call you But then I want to call you 'cause I don't want to crush you But I feel like crushing you And it's true I took for granted you were with me I breathe by your looks and you look right through me And we were broke and didn't know Something's gone, you withdraw and I'm not strong like before I was Deep inside of you I can go nowhere I burn candles and stare at a ghost Deep inside of you And some great need in me starts to bleed I've lost myself there's nothing left, it's all gone Deep inside of you Deep inside of you Deep inside of you

wherever i may roam

...and the road becomes my bride
I have stripped of all but pride
so in her I do confide
and she keeps me satisfied
gives me all I need
...and with dust in throat I crave
only knowledge will I save
to the game you stay a slave
rover wanderer
nomad vagabond
call me what you will

but I'll take my time anywhere
free to speak my mind anywhere
and I'll redefine anywhere
anywhere I may roam
where I lay my head is home

...and the earth becomes my throne
I adapt to the unknown
under wandering stars I've grown
by myself but not alone
I ask no one
...and my ties are severed clean
the less I have the more I gain
off the beaten path I reign
rover wanderer
nomad vagabond
call me what you will
but I'll take my time anywhere
I'm free to speak my mind anywhere
and I'll never mind anywhere
anywhere I may roam
where I lay my head is home
but i'll take my time anywhere
free to speak my mind
and I'll take my find anywhere
anywhere I may roam
where I lay my head is home
carved upon my stone
my body lie, but still I roam
wherever I may roam

Wednesday, March 30, 2005

felt like a lifetime


Allie woke up 8AM Graduation day. Got into a car,
And crashed along the way.
When we arrived late to the wake,
Stole the urn while they Looked away,
And drove to the beach 'Cause I knew you'd want it That way.
And you were standing On the hood of the car
Singing out loud When the sun came up.
And I know I wasn't right, But it felt so good.
And your mother didn't mind, Like I thought she would.
And that REM song was playing In my mind.
And three and a half minutes Felt like a lifetime
It felt like a lifetime

And you move like water I could drown in you.
And I fell so deep once,Till you pulled me through
You would tell me "No one is allowed to be so proud
They never reach out When they're giving up."
And I know I wasn't right, But it felt so good.
And your mother didn't mind, Like I thought she would.
And that REM song was playing In my mind.
And three and a half minutes Felt like a lifetime
Are you sitting in the lights? Or combing your hair again,
And talking in rhymes?Are you sitting in the lights?
When I got home, heard the phone, Your parents had arrived.
And your dad set his jaw Your mom just smiled and sighed.
But they left soonAnd I went to my room.
Played that disc that you'd given me, And I shut my eyes
Swear I could hear the sea. When we were standing
On the hood of your car Singing out loud when the sun came up.
And I know I wasn't right, But it felt so good.
And your mother didn't mind, Like I thought she would.
And that REM song was playing In my mind.
And three and a half minutes, Three and a half minutes, Felt like a lifetime.

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

d scientist


Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are

I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart

Tell me your secrets
And ask me you questions
Oh let's go back to the start

Running in circles
Coming in tales
Heads are a science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard

Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing
At numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart

Questions of science
Science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart

Tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start

Running in circles
Chasing tails
And coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard

I'm going back to the start

Monday, March 28, 2005

through w/ u..


Can you see me
Floating above your head
As you lay in bed
Thinking about everything
That you did not do

Cause saying I love you
Has nothing to do with meaning it

And I don't trust you
Cause every time you're here
Your intentions are unclear
I spend every hour waiting for a phone call
That I know will never come
I used to think you were the one
Now I'm sick of thinking anything at all


You ain't ever coming back to me
That's not how things were supposed to be


U TAKE MAH HAND JUZ 2 GIVE IT BACK
NO OTHER LUVAH HAS EVAH DONE THAT


Do you remember
The way we used to melt
Do you remember how it felt
When I touched you
Oh cause I remember very well

And how long has it been
Since someone you let in
Has given what I gave to you

And at night when you sleep
Do you dream I would be there
Just for a minute or two do you?

Heartache heartache I just have so much
A simple love with a complex touch
there is nuthin u can say or do
i called 2 let u kno' im through w/
u..

blind?? lmao!


dahlin NIKKI

I knew a girl named Nikki
I guess you could say she was a sex fiend
I met her in a hotel lobby
Masturbating with a magazine
She said how'd you like to waste some time
And I could not resist when I saw little Nikki grind

She took me to her castle
And I just couldn't believe my eyes
She had so many devices
Everything that money could buy
She said sign your name on the dotted line
The lights went out
And Nikki started to grind
AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!! NIKKI!!!!!!! oh...

The castle started spinning
Or maybe it was my brain
I can't tell you what she did to me
But my body will never be the same

Her lovin' will kick your behind
Oh, she'll show you no mercy
But she'll sho'nuff sho'nuff show you how to grind

Woke up the next morning
Nikki wasn't there
I looked all over and all I found
Was a phone number on the stairs
It said thank you for d funky time
Call me up whenever you want to grind
;P

lithium


I'm so happy because today I've found my friends ... They're in my head I'm so ugly, but that's okay, 'cause so are you... We've broken our mirrors Sunday morning is everyday for all I care... And I'm not scared Light my candles in a daze... 'Cause I've found god - yeah, yeah, yeah I'm so lonely but that's okay I shaved my head... And I'm not sad And just maybe I'm to blame for all I've heard... But I'm not sure I'm so excited, I can't wait to meet you there... But I don't care I'm so horny but that's okay... My will is good - ;P yeah, yeah, yeah I like it - I'm not gonna crack I miss you - I'm not gonna crack I love you - I'm not gonna crack I kill you - I'm not gonna crack ... ? lolz

sweetest g'bye


Where you are seems to be
As far as an eternity
Outstretched arms open hearts
And if it never ends then when do we start?

I'll never leave you behind
Or treat you unkind
I know you understand
And with a tear in my eye
Give me the sweetest goodbye
That I ever did receive

Pushing forward and arching back
Bring me closer to heart attack
Say goodbye and just fly away
When you comeback
I have some things to say

How does it feel to know you never have to be alone
When you get home
There must be someplace here that only you and I could go
So I can show you how I
Dream away everyday
Try so hard to disregard
The rhythm of the rain that drops
And coincides with the beating of my heart

Friday, March 25, 2005

must get out .. 0209


time bein

I've been the needle and the thread
Weaving figure eights and circles round your head
I try to laugh but cry instead
Patiently wait to hear the words you've never said

Fumbling through your dresser door forgot what I was looking for
Try to guide me in the right direction
Making use of all this time
Keeping everything inside
Close my eyes and listen to you cry

I'm lifting you up
I'm letting you down
I'm dancing til dawn
I'm fooling around
I'm not giving up
I'm making your love
This city's made us crazy and we must get out

This not goodbye she said
It is just time for me to rest my head
She does not walk she runs instead
Down these jagged streets and into my bed


There's only so much I can do for you
After all of the things you put me through..


she will b luvd..


Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved


Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

harder 2 breathe


How dare you say that my behavior is unacceptable
So condescending unnecessarily critical
I have the tendency of getting very physical
So watch your step cause if I do you'll need a miracle

You drain me dry and make me wonder why I'm even here
This Double Vision I was seeing is finally clear
You want to stay but you know very well I want you gone
Not fit to funkin' tread the ground I'm walking on

When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe

What you are doing is screwing things up inside my head
You should know better you never listened to a word I said
Clutching your pillow and writhing in a naked sweat
Hoping somebody someday will do you like I did

Does it kill
Does it burn
Is it painful to learn
That it's me that has all the control


Does it thrill
Does it sting
When you feel what I bring
And you wish that you had me to hold

Thursday, March 24, 2005

how abt U?


if someone else showed you the way
would you take the wheel and steer?
it hurts me that you're not ashamed
of what you're doing here
if they jumped off a bridge
would you meet them on the ground?
or would you try and claim
that it never made a sound

everyone plays the hand they dealt
and learns to walk through life themselves
not everything in life is handed on a plate
when people think your words are true
it doesn't matter what you do
i sold my soul to get here
how 'bout you?

so you choose to force your hand
what a strange way to make friends
and you always change the rules
so the drama never ends
and you blindly go through life
judging only by what its worth
just try not to forget
that the meek inherit earth


so please don't take offense
this is just a point of view
cuz i'm the only one who
will say these things to you...

heart-shaped badge


Oh yeah
Alright

Somebody's Heine'
Is crowdin' my icebox
Somebody's cold one
Is givin' me chills
Guess I'll just close my eyes

Oh yeah
Alright
Feels good
Inside

Flip on the tele
Wrestle with Jimmy
Something is bubbling
Behind my back
The bottle is ready to blow

Say it ain't so
Your drug is a heartbreaker
Say it ain't so
My love is a life taker

I can't confront you
I never could do
That which might hurt you
So try and be cool
When I say
This way is a waterslide away from me
That takes you further every day
So be cool

Say it ain't so
Your drug is a heartbreaker
Say it ain't so
My love is a life taker

Dear Daddy
I write you in spite of years of silence
You've cleaned up, found Jesus, things are good or so I hear
This bottle of Steven's awakens ancient feelings
Like father, stepfather, the son is drowning in the flood
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Say it ain't so
Your drug is a heartbreaker
Say it ain't so
My love is a life taker

Wednesday, March 23, 2005

ocean breathes salty


good news 4 ppl who luvs bad news

Your body may be gone, I'm gonna carry you in.
In my head, in my heart, in my soul.
And maybe we'll get lucky and we'll both live again.
Well I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. Don't think so.

Well that is that and this is this.
You tell me what you want and I'll tell you what you get.
You get away from me. You get away from me.
Collected my belongings and I left the jail.
Well thanks for the time, I needed to think a spell.
I had to think awhile. I had to think awhile.

The ocean breathes salty, won't you carry it in?
In your head, in your mouth, in your soul.
And maybe we'll get lucky and we'll both grow old.
Well I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I hope so.

Well that is that and this is this.
You tell me what you want and I'll tell you what you get.
You get away from me. You get away from me.
Collected my belongings and I left the jail.
Well thanks for the time, I needed to think a spell.
I had to think awhile. I had to think awhile.

Well that is that and this is this.
Will you tell me what you saw and I'll tell you what you missed,
when the ocean met the sky.
You missed when time and life shook hands and said goodbye.
When the earth folded on itself.
And said "Good luck, for your sake I hope heaven and hell
are really there, but I wouldn't hold my breath."
You wasted life, why wouldn't you waste death?
You wasted life, why wouldn't you waste death?

The ocean breathes salty, won't you carry it in?
In your head, in your mouth, in your soul.
The more we move ahead the more we're stuck in rewind.
Well I don't mind. I don't mind. How the hell could I mind?

Well that is that and this is this.
You tell me what you want and I'll tell you what you get.
You get away from me. You get away from me.

Well that is that and this is this.
Will you tell me what you saw and I'll tell you what you missed,
when the ocean met the sky.
You wasted life, why wouldn't you waste the afterlife?

..such great heights


I am thinking it's a sign that the freckles
In our eyes are mirror images and when
We kiss they're perfectly aligned
And I have to speculate that God himself
Did make us into corresponding shapes like
Puzzle pieces from the clay
And true, it may seem like a stretch, but
Its thoughts like this that catch my troubled
Head when you're away when I am missing you to death
When you are out there on the road for
Several weeks of shows and when you scan
The radio, I hope this song will guide you home

They will see us waving from such great
Heights, 'come down now,' they'll say
But everything looks perfect from far away,
'come down now,' but we'll stay...

I tried my best to leave this all on your
Machine but the persistent beat it sounded
Thin upon listening
That frankly will not fly. you will hear
The shrillest highs and lowest lows with
The windows down when this is guiding you home

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

ride d rides, slide d slides


If you only once would let me
Only just one time
Then be happy with the consequence
With whatever's gonna happen tonight
Don't think we're not serious
When's it ever not
The love we make is killing its take
A game to play along

All I can say
I should of said
Can we take a ride?
Get out of this place
While we still have time

All the best DJs are saving
The slowest song for last
When the dance is through
Its me and you
Come on would it really be so bad
The things we think might be the same
But I won't falthom more
Its just not me to wear it on my sleeve
Count on the for sure

All I can say
I should of said
Can we take a ride?
Get out of this place
While we still have time
Wanna take a ride?
Get out of this place
While we still have time
Yeah - We still have time
Can't say I was never wrong
But some blame rests on you
Work and play but never okay
To mix the way we do

its true that we luv one another... tehee


Well it's true that we love one another
I love Jack White like a little brother
Well Holly I love you too but there's
Just so much that I don't know about you

Jack give me some money to pay my bills
All the dough I give you Holly
You been using on pain pills
Jack will you call me if you're able?
I got your phone number written
In the back of my bible
Jack I think your pulling my leg
And I think maybe I better ask Meg
Meg do you think Jack really loves me?
You know, I don't care because
Jack really bugs me
Why don't you ask him now?
Well I would Meg
I really just don't know how
Just say 'Jack , do you adore me?'
Well I would Holly but love really bores me
Well maybe we should just be friends
I'm just kidding Holly
You know that I'll love you 'til the end

Well it's true that we love one another
I love Jack White like a little brother
Well Holly I love you too but there's
Just so much that I don't know about you

Holly give me some of your English lovin'
If I did that Jack I'd have one in the oven
Why don't you go off and just love yourself
If I did that Holly there won't be anything
Left for anybody else
Jack it's too bad about the way you look
You know I gave that horse a carrot
So he'd break your foot
Will the two of you cut it out
And tell 'em what it's really all about

Well it's true that we love one another
I love Jack White like a little brother
Well Holly I love you too but there's
Just so much that I don't know about you

run (as always)


I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Anyway from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do

Light up...

Slower slower
We don't have time for that
I just want to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads

Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess

Monday, March 21, 2005

S M O R E S ...

This could be the very minute
I'm aware I'm alive
All these places feel like home
With a name I'd never chosen
i can make my first steps As a child of 25
This is the straw, final straw in the
Roof of my mouth as I lie to you
just because I'm sorry doesn't mean I didn't enjoy it at the time
You're the only thing that I love
It scares me more every day On my knees I think clearer
Goodness knows I saw it coming Or at least I'll claim I did
But in truth I'm lost for words
What have I done it's too late for that
What have I become truth is nothing yet
A simple mistake starts the hardest time
I promise I'll do anything you ask...this time *grin

mafia, inc

GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH
YEAH GO, YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT CONFIDENCE
GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH
YEAH GO, SPIT OUT ALL REASON, YEAH
I'm tired of holdin' up the weight,
the weight of the motherfuckin' world.
What I wanted to do, but just can't wait
DO RIGHT NOW !!!
We could start a little fire just to get in the flame
The type that'll blow away.
I'm speakin' of my 15 minutes of fame
Come on now 1 2 3...
GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH
YEAH GO, YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT CONFIDENCE
GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH
YEAH GO, SPIT OUT ALL REASON, YEAH
I'm flushing the trust of everyone,
stabbing in the back and thinkin' they can break me.
Set my sight can't die until I'm done
MIND ENDURANCE !!!
Never wanted any more than what I deserve,
better bring it I'm takin' it all.
Fuck an inch 'cause I'm bringin' a mile,
It's on now 1 2 3...
GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH
YEAH GO, YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT CONFIDENCE
GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH
YEAH GO, SPIT OUT ALL REASON, YEAH
This fire, is growing, it's burning, deep inside of me.
Focused, driven, certain, the way it's got to be
FIRE, GROWING, BURNING, DEEP INSIDE OF ME !!!
FOCUSED, DRIVEN, CERTAIN, THE WAY IT'S GOT TO BE !!!
CROOKED (No Trust)
LIAR (Conman)
DRUNK WITH (Power)
MENTOR (Taught me everything that I know)
SO WRONG,
WRONG
WRONG
WRONG
1 2 3 !!!
GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH
YEAH GO, YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT CONFIDENCE
GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH
YEAH GO, SPIT OUT ALL REASON, YEAH
GO, I'M FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH
YEAH GO, YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT CONFIDENCE
GO, I'M FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH
YEAH GO, SPIT OUT ALL REASON, YEAH

hollow sham..

It's late againIt didn't seem to be a problem I couldn't seeYou made that choice that made me want to set you freeI see you aloneHow does it feelYou lost me againTook the wrong roadAfraid to be seenYou didn't believe meHow could I prevent what was so meant to meIt's not my fault I knew this all would come to beWhy did you feel so bad to meI see you aloneHow does it feelYou lost me againTook the wrong roadAfraid to be seenYou didn't believe meHow at all could you expect to sit and stayAfter that night there is no way this would not breakI see you aloneHow does it feel You lost me again Took the wrong road Afraid to be seen You didn't believe me...

price 2 play

Failed to see,How destructive we can be.Taking without giving back,'Til the damage can be seen,Can you see?Can you see?The more you take,The more you blame,But everything still feels the same.The more you hurt,The more you strain,The price you pay to play the game,Then all you see,And all you gain,And all you step on with no shame,There are no rules,No one to blame,The price tou pay to play the game.Apathy, the chosen way to be,Blindly look the other way,While you waste away with me,Can you see?Can you see?The more you take,The more you blame,But everything still feels the same.The more you hurt,The more you strain,The price you pay to play the game,Then all you see,And all you gain,And all you step on with no shame,There are no rules,No one to blame,The price you pay to play the game.What you pay to play the game,What you pay to play the game,What you pay to play the game,What you pay to play the game.The more you take,The more you blame,But everything still feels the same.The more you hurt,The more you strain,The price you pay to play the game,Then all you see,And all you gain,And all you step on with no shame,There are no rules,No one to blame,The price you pay to play the game.What you pay to play the game..

Sunday, March 20, 2005

wut u r... a ff that is! :P


And when you wanted me, I came to you. And when u wanted someone else, I withdrew. And when you asked for light, I set myself on fire. And if I go far away, I know you'll find another slave. Now I'm free from what you want. Now I'm free from what you need. Now I'm free from what you are. And when you wanted blood, I cut my veins. And when you wanted love, I bled myself again. Now that I've had my fill of you, I'd give you up forever. And here i go far away, I know you, you'll find another slave. Now I'm free from what you want. Now I'm free from what you need. Now I'm free from what you are. Then a reason came to me when you came along. I gave you everything but then you wanted more. Now I'm free from what you want. Now I'm free from what you need. Now I'm free from what you are. Now I'm free from what you want. Now I'm free from what you need. Now I'm free from what you are.

Saturday, March 19, 2005

im not okay..


chemical romance

well if u wanted honesty, thats all u had 2 say.
i nevah want 2 let u down or have you go, its better off this way.
4 all d dirty looks, d photographs ur boyfriend took,
remember when u broke ur foot fr jumpin out d second floor?

im not okay.
im not okay.
im not okay.
u wear me out.

wut will it take 2 show u that its not d life it seems?
i told u time n time again u sing d words but dont kno' wut they mean
so be a joke n look, another line without a hook
i held u close as we both shook 4 d last time take a good hard look!

im not okay.
im not okay.
im not okay.
u wear me out.

4get abt d dirty looks
the photographs ur boyfriend took?
u said u read me like a book, but d pages r all torn n frayed

but u really need 2 listen 2 me
bcuz im telling u d truth
i mean this, IM OKAY!
(Trust Me)

im not okay
im not okay
well, im not okay
im not o-f***in-kay
im not okay
im not okay
(Okay)

stay or leave..


Maybe different but remember
Winters warm when you and I
Kissing whiskey by the fire
With the snow outside
And when the summer comes in the river
swims at midnight shiver cold
Touch the bottom stars are bright
With muddy toes

Stay or leave
I want you not to go
but you should
It was good as good, goes
Stay or leave
I want you not to go
but you can

Wake up naked drinking coffee
Making plans to change the world
While the world is changing us
It was good good love
You used to laugh under the covers
Maybe not so often now
But the way I used to laugh with you
Was loud and hard

Stay or leave
I want you not to go
but you should
It was good as good, goes
Stay or leave
I want you not to go
but you did

so what to do
with the rest of the days afternoon
IsnÂ’t it strange how we change everything we did
Did I do all that I should?
That I coulda done

Remember we used to dance
When everyone wanted to be you and me
I want to be too
what day is this?
besides the day you left me
what day is this?
besides the day you went
So what to do with the rest of the days afternoon
IsnÂ’t it strange how we change everything we did
Did I do all that I could?

incubus


...2 see u when i wake up, is a gift i didnt think could be real..2 kno' that u feel d same, as i do, is a 3-fold utopian dream.. u do sumpthin 2 me that i cant explain.. so would i be out of line, if i said i miss u... i see ur picture, i smell ur skin on, d empty pillow next 2 mine.. u have only been gone ten days, but already i am wastin away i kno' ill see u again.. whether far or soon.. but i need u 2 kno', that I care n i miss U...

Friday, March 18, 2005

BIG EMPTY

Driving faster in my car,Falling farther from just what we are Smoke a cigarette and lie some moreThese conversations kill - Falling faster in my car
Time to take her home, her dizzy head is conscience laden Time to take a ride, it leaves today no conversation Time to take her home, her dizzy head is conscience laden Time to wait to long to wait to long to wait to long
Too much walkin' shoes worn thin Too much trippin' and my soul's worn thin Time to catch a ride it leaves today Her name is what it meansToo much walkin' shoes worn thin
Time to take her home...
Conversations kill

gettin away w/ murder


Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness I need to calculate what creates my own madness and I'm addicted to your punishment and you're the master and I am waiting for disaster I feel irrational So confrontational To tell the truth again I am getting away with murder it isn't possible to never tell the truth but the reality is I'm getting away with murder Getting away, Getting away, Getting away I drink my drink and I don't even want to I think my thoughts when I don't even need to I never look back cause I don't even want to and I don't need to because I'm getting away with murder

hate trip


Met a girl, thought she was grand
fell in love, found out first hand
went well for a week or two
then it all came unglued

in a trapped trip I can't grip
never thought I'd be the one who'd slip
then I started to realize
I was living one big lie

She fucking hates me
trust
she fucking hates me
la la la love
I tried too hard
and she tore my feelings like I had none
and ripped them away


She was queen for about an hour
after that shit got sour
she took all I ever had
no sign of guilt
no feeling of bad, no


In a trapped trip I can't grip
never thought i'd be the one who'd slip
then I started to realize
I was living one big lie

that's my story, as you see
learned my lesson and so did she
now it's over and i'm glad
'cause i'm a fool for all i've said ..

boulevard of brkn drms


i walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don 't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow 's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart 's the only thing that 's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What 's fucked up and everything 's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone
..

control


i love the way you look at me I feel the pain you place inside lock me up inside ya dirty cage while I'm alone inside my mind I like to teach you all the rules I'd get to see them set in stone I like it when you chain me to the bed there ya secrets never shone I need to feel you You need to feel me I can't control you You're not the one for me, no I can't control you You can't control me I need to feel you So why's it involve I love the way you rape my skin I feel the hate you place inside I need to get your voice out of my head Cause I'm the guy you'll never find I'm faking all of the rules there's no expressions on your face I'm hoping some day you will let me go Release me from my dirty cage I need to feel you You need to feel me I can't control you You're not the one for me, no I can't control you You can't control me I need to feel you So why's it involve...you and me.. I love the way you look at me I love the way you smack my ass I love the dirty things you do I have control of you I need to feel you You need to feel me I can't control you You're not the one for me, no I can't control you You can't control me I need to feel you So why's it involve you and me.. You're not the one for me, no

Thursday, March 17, 2005

if u could only see...


tonic

If you could only see the way she loves me
Then maybe you would understand
Why I feel this way about our love
And what I must do
If you could only see how blue her eyes can be when she says
When she says she loves me
Well you got your reasons
And you got your lies
And you got your manipulations
They cut me down to size
Sayin' you love but you don't
You give your love but you won't

If you could only see the way she loves me
Then maybe you would understand
Why I feel this way about our love
And what I must do

If you could only see how blue her eyes can be when she says
When she says she loves me
Seems the road less traveled
Show's happiness unraveled
And you got to take a little dirt
To keep what you love
That's what you gotta do
Sayin' you love but you don't
You give your love but you won't
You're stretching out your arms to something that's just not there
Sayin' you love where you stand
Give your heart when you can
If you could only see the way she loves me
Then maybe you would understand
Why I feel this way about our love
And what I must do
If you could only see how blue her eyes can be when she says
When she says she loves me
Sayin' you love but you don't
You give your love but you won't
Sayin' you love where you stand
Give your heart when you can
If you could only see the way she loves me
Then maybe you would understand
Why I feel this way about or love
And what I must do
If you could only see how blue her eyes can be when she says
When she says she loves me

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

attack of d nefarious flip guy...u...wut a crook!.. ;P

You're hiding something, 'cause it's burning through your eyes I try to get it out, but all I hear from you are lies And I can tell you're going through the motions I figured you were acting out your part Once again, we're playing off emotion Which one of us will burn until the end? Catalyst, you insist to pull me down You contradict the fact that you still want me around And it's all downhill from here And it's all downhill from here Your good intentions slowly turn to bitterness Reoccurring episodes with each and every kiss.And I can't believe you pulled it off again Or notice till it all sets in You'll deny it 'til you're at your bitter end And you keep pulling me down! pulling me down! pulling me down!
You contradict the fact that you still want me around
And it's all downhill from here And it's all downhill from here...

anythin! anythin! ..(poor u..LMAOooo)

Okay, what is it tonight?Please just tell me what the hell is wrong!Do you wanna eat?Do you wanna sleep?Do you wanna drown?Just settle down, settle down, settle down!I'll give you candy, give you diamonds, give you pillsgive you anything you want--hundred-dollar billsI'll even let you watch the shows you wanna see just marry me marry me marry me!I'm so sick of you tonightYou never stay awake when I get homeIs something wrong with me?Is something wrong with you?I really wish I knew wish I knew wish I knew!I'll give you candy, give you diamonds, give you give you anything you want--hundred-dollar bills i'll even let you watch the shows you wanna seeBecause you marry me marry me marry me!Marry me marry me marry me!I was young, I learned a gameAnd love and happiness were the sameNow I'm older and I don't play--I found out the hardest way.I got wasted she got madCalled me names and she called her dadHe got crazy and I did tooWondered what I did to you.
I gave you candy,
gave you diamonds,
gave you pills
Gave you anything you want--Hundred-dollar bills!
I even let you hear the songs I want to sing
I'll give you anything anything anything
I'll give you anything anything anything
I'll give you anything anything! anything! anything! anything! anything!!! ....teehee... ;p lolz

g-g-g-girls!! by BEASTeeboy

Girls - all I really want is girlsAnd in the morning it's girlsCause in the evening it's girlsI like the way that they walkAnd it's chill to hear them talkAnd I can always make them smileFrom White Castle to the NileBack in the dayThere was this girl around the wayShe liked by home-piece M.C.A.He said he would not give her playI asked him, "Please?" - he said, "You may."Her pants were tight and that's okIf she would dance - I would D.J.We took a walk down to the bayI hope she'll say, "Hey me and you should hit the hay!"I asked her out - she said, "No way!"So I broke North with no delayI heard she moved real far awayThat was two years ago this MayI seen her just the other dayJockin' Mike D. to my dismay

Girls - to do the dishes
Girls - to clean up my room
Girls - to do the laundry
Girls - and in the bathroom
Girls - that's all I really want is girls
Two at a time - I want girls
With new wave hairdos -
I want girls
I ought to whip out my - girls, girls, girls, girls, girls! ..... ;P lolz