cold...

Looking back at me I seeThat I never really got it rightI never stopped to think of youI'm always wrapped up inThings I cannnot winYou are the antidote that gets me bySomething strongLike a drug that gets me highWhat I really meant to sayIs I'm sorry for the way I amI never meant to be so cold to youAnd I'm sorry about all the liesMaybe in a different lightYou could see me stand on my own againCause now i can seeYou were the antidote that got me bySomething strong like a drug that got me highI never meant to be so coldI never really wanted you to seeThe screwed up side of me that I keepLocked inside of me so deepIt always seems to get to meI never really wanted you to goSo many things you should have knownI guess for me theres just no hopeI never meant to be so cold

nevah there... nevah fails... nevah new...

I need your arms around me, I need to feel your touch
I need your understanding, I need your love so much
You tell me that you love me so, you tell me that you care
But when I need you baby, you’re never there

On the phone long, long distance
Always through such strong resistance
First you say you’re too busy
I wonder if you even miss me

Never there
You’re never there
You’re never, ever, ever, ever there

A golden bird that flies away, a candle’s fickle flame
To think I held you yesterday, your love was just a game
A golden bird that flies away, a candle’s fickle flame
To think I held you yesterday, your love was just a game

You tell me that you love me so, you tell me that you care
But when I need you baby
Take the time to get to know me
If you want me why can’t you just show me
We’re always on this roller coaster
If you want me why can’t you get closer?

Never there
You’re never there
You’re never ever ever ever there

adam's song

I never thought I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest who'd have known?
I trace the cord back to the wall
no wonder it was never plugged in at all
I took my time, I hurried up
the choice was mine I didn't think enough
I'm too depressed to go on
but you'll be sorry when I'm gone

I never conquered, rarely came
but 16 just held such better days
days when I still felt alive
we couldn't wait to get outside
the world was wide, too late to try
the tour was over, we'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
to pass the time in my room alone

I never thought I'd die alone
another six months I'll be unknown
give all my things to all my friends
you'll never step foot in my room again
you'll close it off, you'll board it up
remember the time that I spilled the cup
of apple juice in the hall
and please tell mom this is not her fault

I never conquered, rarely came
but 16 just held such better days
days when I still felt alive
we couldn't wait to get outside
the world was wide, too late to try
the tour was over, we'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
to pass the time in my room alone

I never conquered, rarely came
but tomorrow holds such better days
days when I can still feel alive
and I can't wait to get outside
the world is wide, the time goes by
the tour is over, I've survived
I can't wait till I get home
to pass the time in my room alone

F L A K E

I know she said it's alright But you can make it up next time I know she knows it's not right There ain't no use in lying Maybe she thinks I know something Maybe maybe she thinks its fine Maybe she knows something I don't I'm so, I'm so tired, I'm so tired of trying It seems to me that maybe, It pretty much always means no So don't tell me you might just let it go And often times we're lazy It seems to stand in my way Cause no one no not no one Likes to be let down I know she loves the sunrise No longer sees it with her sleeping eyes And I know that when she said she's gonna try Well it might not work because of other ties and I know she usually has some other ties And I wouldn't want to break 'em, nah, I wouldn't want to break 'em Maybe she'll help me to untie this but Until then well, I'm gonna have to lie too It seems to me that maybe It pretty much always means no So don't tell me you might just let it go And often times we're lazy It seems to stand in my way Cause no one no not no one Likes to be let down It seems to me that maybe It pretty much always means no So don't tell me you might just let it go The harder that you try baby, the further you'll fall Even with all the money in the whole wide world Please please please don't pass me Please please please don't pass me Please please please don't pass me by Everything you know about me now baby you gonna have to change You gonna have to call it by a brand new name Please please please don't drag me Please please please don't drag me Please please please don't drag me down Just like a tree down by the water baby I shall not move Even after all the silly things you do Please please please don't drag me Please please please don't drag me Please please please don't drag me down

work it jimmy while u eat d world...

If you only once would let meOnly just one timeThen be happy with the consequenceWith whatever's gonna happen tonightDon't think we're not seriousWhen's it ever notThe love we make is killing its takeA game to play alongAll I can say I should of saidCan we take a ride?Get out of this placeWhile we still have time..ll the best DJs are savingThe slowest song for lastWhen the dance is throughIts me and youCome on would it really be so badThe things we think might be the sameBut I won't falthom moreIts just not me to wear it on my sleeveCount on the for sureAll I can sayI should of saidCan we take a ride?Get out of this place While we still have timeWanna take a ride?Get out of this placeWhile we still have timeYeah - We still have timeoh oh Can't say I was never wrongBut some blame rests on youWork and play but never okayTo mix the way we doAll I can say I should of saidCan we take a ride?Get out of this placeWhile we still have timeWanna take a ride?Get out of this placeWhile we still have timeWe still have time..

soul 2 squeeze

I got a bad disease,Up from my brain is where I bleed.In sanity it seems,Is got me by my soul to squeeze.Well all the love from me,With all these dying trees I scream.The angels in my dreams,Have turned to demons of greed,That’s me.Where I go I just don’t know,I got to, got to, gotta take it slow.When I find my piece of mind,I’m gonna give you some of my good time.Today loves smile on me,It took away my pain, said pleaseAll that you ride is free,You gotta let it be,Oh ya.Where I go I just don’t know,I got to, gotta, gotta take it slow.When I find my piece of mind,I’m gonna give you some of my good time.You’re so polite indeed,Well I got everything I need.Oh make my days a breeze,And take away my self destruction.It’s bitter baby,And it’s very sweet.I’m on a rollercoaster,But I’m on my feet.Take me to the river,Let me on your shore.I be coming back baby,I be coming back for more.Doo doo doo doo dingle zing a dong bone,Ba-di ba-da ba-zumba crunga cong gone bad,Like an apple gift but I went out and never said my pleasuresI’m much better but I won’t regret it neverWhere I go I just dont’t know,I got to, got to, gotta take it slow.When I find my piece of mind,I’m gonna give you some of my good time.Where I go I just don’t know,I might end up somewhere in mexico.When I find my piece of mind,I’m gonna keep for the end of time!

curly

..hangin by a moment..

..desperate 4 changin starvin 4 truth im closer 2 where i started chasin after u.. im fallin even more inluv w/ u lettin go of all ive held onto im standin here until u make me move im hangin by a moment here w/ u..

..forgettin all im lackin completely incomplete ill take ur invitation.. u take all of me now...
im fallin even more inluv w/ u lettin go of all ive held onto im standin here until u make me move im hangin by a moment here w/ u im livin 4 d only thing i know im runnin n not quite sure where 2 go n i dunno wut im divin into juz hangin by a moment here w/u..

..theres nuthin else 2 lose theres nuthin else 2 find theres nuthin in d world that can change my mind there is nuthin else there is nuthin else.. there is nuthin else..

..desperate 4 changin starvin 4 truth im closer 2 where i started chasin after u.. im fallin even more inluv w/ u lettin go of all ive held onto im standin here until u make me move im hangin by a moment here w/u im livin 4 d only thing i know im runnin n not quite sure where 2 go n i dunno wut im divin into juz hangin by a moment here w/ u...

take me away

..this time all i want is u.. there is no one else who can take ur place this time u burned me w/ ur eyes u see past all d lies u take it all away ive seen it all n its never enough it keeps leavin me needin u.. take me away take me away ive got nuthin left 2 say juz take me away i try 2 make my way 2 u but still i feel so lost i dunno wut else i can do ive seen it all n its never enough it keeps leavin me needin u.. take me away take me away ive got nuthin left 2 say juz take me away dont give up on me yet dont forget who i am i know im not there yet but dont let me stay here alone this time all i want is u there is no one else who can take ur place ive seen it all n its never enough it keeps leavin me needin u take me away take me away ive got nuthin left 2 say juz take me away..

d road im on..

She said life's a lot to think about sometimes
When you're living in between the lines
And all the stars they sparkle and shine everyday
He said life's so hard to move in sometimes
When it feels like I'm towin' the line
And no one even cares to ask me why I feel this way
I know you feel helpless now and I know you feel alone
That's the same road, the same road that I am on
He said life's a lot to think about sometimes
When you keep it all between the lines
Of everything I want and I want to find, one of these days
What you thought was real in life somehow steered you wrong
Now you just keep drivin' tryin' to find out where you belong
I know you feel helpless now and I know you feel alone
That's the same road, that same road that I am on
What you thought was real in life somehow steered you wrong
Now you just keep drivin' tryin' to find out where you belong
I know you feel helpless now and I know you feel alone
That's the same road, that same road that I am on

..luv me when im gone

...theres another world inside of me that u may never see theres secrets in this life that i cant hide well somewhere in this darkness theres a light that i cant find well maybe its too far away or maybe im just blind maybe im juz blind so hold me when im here right me when im wrong hold me when im scared n luv me when im gone evrythin i am n evrthin in me wants 2b d one u wanted me 2b ill never let u down even if i could id give up evrythin if only 4 ur good so hold me when im here right me when im wrong hold me when im scared u wont always b there so luv me when im gone luv me when im gone when ur education x-ray cannot see under my skin i wont tell u a damn thing that i could not tell my friends roamin through this darkness, im alive but im alone n part of me is fightin this but part of me is gone so hold me when im here right me when im wrong hold me when im scared n luv me when im gone evrythin i am n evrythin in me wants 2b d one u wanted me 2b ill never let u down even if i could id give up evrythin if only 4 ur good so hold me when im here right me when im wrong hold me when im scared u wont always b there so luv me when im gone luv me when im gone maybe im juz blind so hold me when im here right me when im wrong hold me when im scared n luv me when im gone evrythin i am n evrythin in me wants 2b d one u wanted me 2b ill never let u down even if i could id give up evrythin if only 4 ur good so hold me when im here right me when im wrong hold me when im scared u wont always b there so luv me when im gone luv me when im gone... luv me when im gone..when im gone..when im gone..when im gone...

here w/o u

A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty faceA thousand lights had made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the sameBut all the miles had separatedThey disappeared now when I’m dreaming of your face I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mindI think about you baby and I dream about you all the timeI’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams And tonight it’s only you and me The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say helloI hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we goI’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mindI think about you baby and I dream about you all the timeI’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreamsAnd tonight girl it’s only you and meEverything I know, and anywhere I goit gets hard but it won’t take away my loveAnd when the last one falls, when it’s all said and doneit get hard but it won’t take away my loveI’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mindI think about you baby and I dream about you all the timeI’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams n onight girl it’s only you and meI’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mindI think about you baby and I dream about you all the timeI’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreamsbut tonight girl it’s only you and me

follow me..

..u dunno how u met me u dunno y.. u cant turn around n say gbye all u know is when im w/ u i make u free n swim through ur veins like a fish in d sea im singin.... follow me evrythin is alright ill be d one 2 tuck u in @ night n if u want 2 leave i can guarantee u wont find nobody else like me n i worry 'bout d ring u wear cuz as long as no one knows that nobody can care ur feelin guilty n im well aware but u dont look ashamed n baby im not scared im singin... follow me evrythin is alright ill be d one 2 tuck u in @ night n if u want 2 leave i can guarantee u wont find nobody else like me wont give u money i cant give u d sky ur better off if u dont ask y im not d reason that u go astrayn we'll be alright if u dont ask me 2 stay.. follow me evrythin is alright ill be d one 2 tuck u in @ night n if u want 2 leave i can guarantee u wont find nobody else like me..

scars

I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut My weakness is that I care too much My scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel Drunk and I'm feeling down and I just wanna be alone I'm pissed cause you came around Why don't you just go home Cause you channel all your pain and I can't help to fix myself Your making me insane All I can say is .. I tried to help you once A kiss will only vise I saw you going down But you never realized That your drowning in the water So I offered you my hand Compassions in my nature Tonight is our last dance I'm drunk and I'm feeling down and I just wanna be alone You shouldn't ever came around Why don't you just go home? Cause your drowning in the water and I tried to grab your hand and I left my heart open but you didn't understand but you didn't understand You fix yourself I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

lemme go...

One more kiss could be the best thing
But one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve
In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Let me go
I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
When I know what I'm goin through
In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
You love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Just Let me goo...
Let me go
And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside I know
I knowww..
When all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows
Who knows

You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know Who I am
So let me go
Just let me go
And you love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't know who I am
And you love me but you don't
You love me but you don't
You love me but you don't know me

ikno we r coo..

It's hard to remember how it felt before
Now I found the love of my life...
Passes things get more comfortable
Everything is going right

And after all the obstacles
It's good to see you now with someone else
And it's such a miracle that you and me are still good friends
After all that we've been through
I know we're cool

We used to think it was impossible
Now you call me by my new last name
Memories seem like so long ago
Time always kills the pain

Remember Harbor Boulevard
The dreaming days where the mess was made
Look how all the kids have grown
We have changed but we're still the same
After all that we've been through
I know we're cool

And I'll be happy for you
If you can be happy for me
Circles and triangles, and now we're hangin' out with your new girlfriend
So far from where we've been
I know we're cool

creep..

purple rain


Forward yesterday Makes me wanna stay
What they said was real Makes me wanna steal
Living under house Guess I'm living I'm a mouse
All's I gots is time Got no meaning just a rhyme

Take time with a wounded hand 'cause it likes to heal
Take time with a wounded hand 'cause I like to steal
Take time with a wounded hand 'cause it likes to heal,
I like to steal

I'm half the man I used to be (This feeling as the dawn it fades to gray)

Feeling uninspired think I'll start a fire
Everybody run Bobby's got a gun
Think you're kinda neat then she tells me I'm a creep
Friends don't mean a thing Guess I'll leave it up to me.

Take time with a wounded hand 'cause it likes to heal
Take time with a wounded hand 'Guess i like to steal
Take time with a wounded hand 'cause it likes to heal,
I like to steal

I'm half the man I used to be (This feeling as the dawn it fades to gray)
Angst..

when i cum around...

fuck off

I heard you crying loud,
all the way across town
You've been searching for that someone,
and it's me out on the prowl
As you sit around feeling sorry for yourself
Well Don't get lonely now
And Dry your whining eyes
I'm just roaming for the moment
Sleazin' my back yard so don't get so uptight
you been thinking about ditching me

No time to search the world around
Cause you know where I'll be found
When I come around

I heard it all before
So don't knock down my door
I'm a loser and a user so I don't need no accuser
to try and slag me down because I know you're right
So go do what you like
Make sure you do it wise
You may find out that your selfdoubt means nothing
was ever there

You can't go forcing something if it's just
not right

No time to search the world around
Cause you know where I'll be found
When I come around

closer

violent femme

You let me violate you, you let me desecrate you
You let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you
Help me I broke apart my insides, help me I’ve got no
Soul to tell
Help me the only thing that works for me, help me get
Away from myself
I want to f**k you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to f**k you like an animal
My whole existence is flawed
You get me closer to god
You can have my isolation, you can have the hate that
It brings
You can have my absence of faith, you can have my
Everything
Help me tear down my reason, help me its’ your sex i
Can smell
Help me you make me perfect, help me become somebody
Else
I want to f**k you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to f**k you like an animal
My whole existence is flawed
You get me closer to god
Through every forest, above the trees
Within my stomach, scraped off my knees
I drink the honey inside your hive
You are the reason I stay alive

add it up..

Day after day
I will walk and I will play
but the day after today
I will stop
and I will start my way
why can't I get just one kiss
why can't I get just one kiss
believe me there'd be somethings that I wouldn't miss
but I look at your pants and I need I need a kiss
why can't I get just one screw
why can't I get just one screw
believe me I know what to do
but something won't let me make love to you
why can't I get just one fuck
why can't I get just one fuck
I guess it's something to do with luck
but I waited my whole life for just one
day afterday
I get angry
and I will say
that the day
is in my sight
when i'll take a bow
and say goodnight

strungout

When I'm out walking I strut my stuff yeah I'm so strung out
I'm high as a kite I just might stop to check you out
let me go on like I blister in the sun
let me go on big hands I know your the one
body and beats I stain my sheets I don't even know why
my girlfriend she's at the end she is starting to cry
let me go on like I blister in the sun
let me go on big hands I know your the one...

blood red

blood red

...faint white figures paint my sleep pls dont tell my secrets keep them hidden (u got it, u got it, u got it)if d words that matter reach ur face fr floor will u be wonderin if, or (do i need wut is givn or honest)does it cost me scarrin if d words stay true even number ur nephew (i dont want it, dont want it, dont want it anymo! )...n when d ans that u want is in d question that u state come wut may come wut may...in a pain that buckles out ur knees could u stop this if i plead (you got it, you got it, you got it)so destined i am 2 walk among d dark a child in keepin secrets fr (will they kno wut ive done in d after)in d sought 4 matter when d words blame u in a blood red summer ill give u (i dont want it, dont want it, dont want it) wut did i do 2 deserve wut did i do 2 deserve this? this?...

never there..

I need your arms around me, I need to feel your touchI need your understanding, I need your love so muchYou tell me that you love me so, you tell me that you careBut when I need you baby, you’re never thereOn the phone long, long distanceAlways through such strong resistanceFirst you say you’re too busyI wonder if you even miss meNever thereYou’re never thereYou’re never, ever, ever, ever thereA golden bird that flies away, a candle’s fickle flameTo think I held you yesterday, your love was just a gameA golden bird that flies away, a candle’s fickle flameTo think I held you yesterday, your love was just a gameYou tell me that you love me so, you tell me that you careBut when I need you babyTake the time to get to know meIf you want me why can’t you just show meWe’re always on this roller coasterIf you want me why can’t you get closer? Never thereYou’re never thereYou’re never ever ever ever there..

evrybdys changin..

..u say u wander ur own land but when i think abt it i dont see how u can ur achin ur breakin n i can see d pain in ur eyes says everybody's changin n i dunno y so lil time try 2 understand that im tryin 2 make a move juz 2 stay in d game i try 2 stay awake n remember my name but everybody's changin n i dont feel d same ur gone fr here n soon u will disappear fadin in2 beautiful light cuz everybodys changin n i dont feel right so lil time try 2 understand that im tryin 2 make a move juz 2 stay in d game i try 2 stay awake n remember my name but everybodys changin n i dont feel d same so lil time try 2 understand that im tryin 2 make a move juz 2 stay in d game i try 2 stay awake n remember my name but everybodys changin n i dont feel d same..

burnin bright

..i feel like there is no need 4 conversation some questions r better left w/o a reason n i would rather reveal myself than my situation now n then i consider my hesitation d more d light shines through me i pretend 2 close my eyes d more d dark consumes me i pretend im burnin, burnin bright i wonder if d things i did were juz 2b different 2 spare myself of d constant shame of my existence n i would surely redeem myself in my desperation here n now ill express my situation there's nuthin ever wrong but nuthings ever right such a cruel contradiction i kno i cross d lines its not easy 2 define im born 2 indecision theres always sumptin new some path im supposed 2 choose w/ no particular rhyme or reason..

away from d sun...

It's down to thisI've got to make this life make senseCan anyone tell what I've doneI miss the lifeI miss the colors of the worldCan anyone tell where I amCause now again I've found myself so far downAway from the sun that shines into the darkest placeI'm so far down away from the sun againAway from the sun again I'm over thisI'm tired of livin' in the dark Can anyone see me down hereThe feeling's goneThere's nothing left to lift me upBack into the world I knowAnd now again I've found myself so far downAway from the sun that shines into the darkest placeI'm so far down away from the sunThat shines to light the way for me to find my way back into thearmsThat care about the ones like meI'm so far down away from the sun again It's down to this I've got to make this life make sense And now I can't tell what I've doneAnd now again I've found myself so far down Away from the sun that shines to light the way for meAnd now again I've found myself so far down Away from the sun that shines into the darkest placeI'm so far down away from the sunThat shines to light the way for me to find my way back into thearmsThat care about the ones like meI'm so far down away from the sun again..

d callin..

..theres sumptin that i cant quite explain im so inluv w/ u ull never take that away n if i said a hundred times be4 expect a thousand more u never take that away well expect me 2 b callin u 2 see if ur ok when im not around askin if u luv me i luv d way u make it sound callin u 2 see do i try 2 hard 2 make u smile 2 make a smile well i will keep callin u 2 see if ur sleepin r u dreamin n if ur dreamin r u dreamin of me i cant believe u actually picked me i thought that d world had lost its sway(its so hard sometimes) then i fell inluv w/u(then came u)n u took that way(its not so difficult, d world is not so difficult)u take away d old show me d new n i feel like i can fly when i stand next 2 uso wut if im on this phone a hundred miles fr home i take d words u gave n send them back 2 u i only want 2 see if ur ok when im not aroundskin if u luv me i luv d way u make it sound callin u 2 see do i try 2 hard 2 make u smile 2 make a smile i will keep callin u 2 see if ur sleepin r u dreamin n if ur dreamin r u dreamin of me i cant believe u actually picked me well i will keep callin u 2 see if ur sleepin r u dreamin n if ur dreamin r u dreamin of me i cant believe u actually picked me..