scarred 4 life ..

...its like a slap in d face; a feelin of anger comes ovah me
u let me down when i needed u most
ur razor tongue slashed mah soul
u chose 2 attack when mah defenses were down

FUCK! how could u do such horrible action?
ull nevah kno' d pain u caused, or d grief n loss i feel
mah hands r shakin, i feel as cold as ice, as it bluntly sinks in
our mem'ries r tempered w/ bitterness
i turn away fr u; i can feel mah eyes fill w/ warm tears, as mah vision is blurred

bcuz u both r mah best friends --
n i vowed nevah 2 let anythin cum between our friendship
but y did it have 2 happen?
i trusted u, luvd u in any other ways... evryway possible-
i still cant believe it.

sometimes i juz want 2 destroy u; in anyway , 2 have all mah anger juz go away
but no-- 4 compassions in mah nature.. n mah only weakness is that i care 2 much..
-i feel betrayed.. in a very painful and bitter way.
i juz want sum1 2 take this awful pain away, as it cuts me deep n wounded like sharp pieces of glass...

i luvd u both, 4 sure u wont b forgotten... as ur memries will always stay w/ me.. here.lingerin. i guess this is where we parked.. im takin d other route hopin not to cross paths w/ both of u .. go! be happy n multiply.