needles..

...i never seem 2 find a reason 2 let u in again.. or forgive u im sick of feelin like i need u knowin i never did.. but i miss u. takin n breakin n hatin i remember all u said 2 me now..fakin forsakin n failin mah memries r all stained again.. let me get inside ur head let me show u im prepared..let me stick mah needles in.. n let me hurt u again.. i never reach mah indecision 2 let u see again all i give u im sick of feedin ur attention.. knowin i never did.. i distress u.. taking n breakin n hatin i remembah all u said 2 me now.. fakin, forsakin n failin mah memries r all stained again..let me get inside ur head..let me show u im prepared..et me stick mah needles in..n let me hurt u again..FUCK U!!! 4 killin me...fuck u 4 killin me... yeah.. let me get inside ur head..let me show u im prepared..let me stick mah needles in..n let me hurt u again..again...

one thang..

..restless tonight cuz i wasted d light between both these times i drew a really thin line..its nuthin i planned n not that i can but u should b mine across that line..if i traded it all if i gave it all away 4 one thing... juz 4 one thing..if i sorted it out if i knew all abt this one thing.. wouldnt that b sumptin...i promise i might not walk on by..maybe next time but not this time...

...eventhough I kno'..i dun wanna kno'...yeeeea i guess i kno'... i juz hate how it soundz.. ;P

someday..

How the hell did we wind up like this
Why weren't we able
To see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables
I wish you'd unclench your fists
And unpack your suitcase
Lately there's been too much of this
Dont think its too late
Nothin's wrong
just as long as
you know that someday I will
Someday, somehow gonna make it all right but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow gonna make it all right but not right now
I know you're wondering when
Well i hoped that since we're here anyway
We could end up saying
Things we've always needed to say
So we could end up stringing
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Lets rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a hollywood horror

dare u 2 move..

Welcome to the planet
Welcome to existance
Everyones here,everyones here
Everybodys watching you now
Everybody waits for you now
What happens next? What happens next?
I dare you to move,
I dare you to move,
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor,
I dare you to move,
I dare you to move
Like today never happened,
today never happened before...
Welcome to the fall out,
Welcome to resistance,
Redemption is here, redemption is here,
Between who you are and who you could be,
Between how it is and how it should be
I dare you to move,
I dare you to move,
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor,
I dare you to move,
I dare you to move
Like today never happened,
today never happened...
Maybe redemption has stories to tell,
Maybe forgivness is right where you fell,
Where can you run to escape from yourself
Where are you gonna go? Where are you gonna go?
Salvation is here...

staind..

And you Bring me to my knees Again All the times That I could beg you please In vain All the times That I felt insecure For you And I leave My burdens at the door But I'm on the outside I'm looking in I can see through you See your true colors 'Cause inside your ugly You're ugly like me I can see through you See to the real you All the times That I felt like this won't end It's for you And I taste What I could never have It was from you All the times That I've cried My intentions Full of pride But I waste More time than anyone But I'm on the outside And I'm looking in I can see through you See your true colors 'Cause inside you're ugly You're ugly like me I can see through you See to the real you All the times That I've cried All this wasted It's all inside And I feel All this pain Stuffed it down It's back again And I lie Here in bed All alone I can't mend But I feel Tomorrow will be OK But I'm on the outside And I'm looking in I can see through you See your true colors 'Cause inside you're ugly You're ugly like me I can see through you See to the real you

blurry

Everything's so blurry and everyone's so fake and everybody's empty and everything is so messed up pre-occupied without you I cannot live at all My whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl You could be my someone you could be my scene you know that i'll protect you from all of the obscene I wonder what your doing imagine where you are there's oceans in between us but that's not very far Can you take it all away can you take it all away well ya shoved it in my face this pain you gave to me Can you take it all away can you take it all away well ya shoved it my face Everyone is changing there's none left that's real to make up your own ending and let me know just how you feel cause I am lost without you I cannot live at all my whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl You could be my someone you could be my scene you know that i will save you from all of the unclean I wonder what your doing I wonder where you are There's oceans in between us but that's not very far Nobody told me what you thought nobody told me what to say everyone showed you where to turn told you when to runaway nobody told you where to hide nobody told you what to say everyone showed you where to turn showed you when to runaway This pain you give to me you take it all you take it all away... explain again to me you take it all away explain again to me take it all away explain again

so cold

Crowded streets all cleared away
One by One
Hollow heroes seperate
As they run

You're so cold
Keep your hand in mine
Wise men wonder while
Starved men die

Show me how we end this alright
Show me how defenseless you really are
Satisfy an empty inside
That's alright, let's give this another try

If you find your family, don't you cry
In this land of make-believe, dead and dry

You're so cold, but you feel alive
Lay your hands on me one last time
its alright

walkin after u..

tonight I'm tangled in my blanket of clouds
dreaming aloud
things just won't do without you
matter of fact
I'm on your back

if you walk out on me
I'm walking after you

if you'd accept surrender
I'll give up some more
weren't you adored
I cannot be without you
matter of fact
I'm on your back

if you walk out on me
I'm walking after you

another heart cracked
in two
I'm on your back

self esteem

I wrote her off for the tenth time today
And practice all the things I would say
But she came over
I lost my nerve
I took her back and made her dessert
Now I know I'm being used
That's okay man cause I like the abuse
I know she's playing with me
That's okay cause I got no self esteem
We make plans to go out at night
I wait till 2 then I turn out the light
All this rejection's got me so low
If she keeps it up I just might tell her no
When she's saying that she wants only me
Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends
When she's saying that I'm like a disease
Then I wonder how much more I can spend
Well I guess I should speak up for myself
But I really think it's better this way
The more you suffer
The more it shows you really care
Right? Yeah yeah yeah
Now I'll relate this little bit
That happens more than I'd like to admit
Late at night she knocks on my door
Drunk again and looking to score
Now I know I should say no
But that's kind of hard when she's ready to go
I may be dumb
But I'm not a dweeb
I'm just a sucker with no self esteem

fine again..

It seems like every day’s the same and I’m left to discover on my own It seems like everything is gray and there’s no color to behold They say it’s over and I’m fine again, yeah Try to stay sober feels like I’m dying here And I am aware now of how everything’s gonna be fine one day Too late, I’m in hell I am prepared now, seems everyone’s gonna be fine One day too late, just as well I feel the dream in me expireand there’s no one left to blame it on I hear you label me a liar ‘cause I can’t seem to get this through You say it’s over, I can sigh again, yeah Why try to stay sober when I’m dying here And I am aware now of how everything’s gonna be fine one day Too late, I’m in hell I am prepared now,seems everyone’s gonna be fine One day too late; just as well And I’m not scared now. I must assure you, you’re never gonna get away And I’m not scared now.And I’m not scared now. No…I am aware now of how everything’s gonna be fine one dayToo late, I’m in hellI am prepared nowseems everyone’s gonna be fine One day too late, just as wellI am prepared now, seems everything’s gonna be fine for me For me; for myself.For me, for me, for myselfFor me, for me, for myself

paranoia

delusional

Im not sick but Im not well, And im so hot cuz im in hell.... Been around the world and found that only stupid people are breeding, The cretins cloning and feeding, And I dont even own a tv, put me in the hospital for nerves and then they had to commit me. You told them all I was crazy, They cut off my legs now Im an amputee, Goddamn you! Im not sick but Im not well, And im so hot cuz im in hell.... Im not sick but Im not well, And its a sin, to live so well, I want to publish zines, and rage against machines, I wanna peirce my tounge It doesnt hurt it feels fine, the trivial sublime I'd like to turn off time and kill my mind, You kill my mind. My mind... Paranoia Paranoia everybody's comin to get me, Just say you never met me, Im running underground with the moles, digging holes, Hear the voices in my head, I swear to god it sounds like their snoring, But if your bored then your boring, The agony and the irony its killing me! Im not sick but Im not well, And im so hot cuz im in hell.... Im not sick but Im not well, And its a sin, to live this well

look wut uv done...

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems like such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems like such fun
Until you lose what you had won

maximum security

patient#110877

yer fukeeeen crwazeee!!

I've been lookin' for a traceLookin' for a heartLookin' for a lover in the world that's much to dark You don't want my loveYou want satisfactionYou don't need my loveYou gotta find yourself anotherPiece of the action
Said where you goin'What you gonna doI been lookin' evrywhereI been lookin' for you
You don't want my loveYou want satisfactionYou don't need my loveYou gotta find yourself anotherPiece of the action 'Cause you're crazyYou're fuckin' crazyYa know you're crazy! said you're crazy
Say boy where you comin' fromWhere'd ya get that point of viewWhen I was youngerSaid I knew someone like youAnd they saidYou don't want my loveYou want satisfactionYou don't need my loveYou gotta find yourself anotherPiece of the action 'Cause you're crazyYou're fuckin' crazyYou know you're crazyI said you're crazy Ooh you're crazyYou know you're crazyWell you're crazyYou know you're crazy
You know you are! Bring it down! UR FUKEEEN CRWAZEEE!

gitn da reeeeeeng!!

Why do you look at me when you hate me Why should I look at you when you make me hate you too I sense a smell of retribution in the air I don't even understand why the fuck you even care And I don't need your jealousy Why drag me down in your misery And when you stare don't you think I feel itBut I'm gonna deal it back to you in spadesWhen I'm havin' fun ya know I can't conceal it'Cause I know you'd never cut it in my game- Oh noAnd when you're talkin' about a vasectomy- YeahI'll be writin' down your obituary-HISTORYYou got your bitches withthe silicone injectionsCrystal meth and yeast infectionsBleached blond hair,Collagen lip projections Who are you to criticize my intentions Got your subtle manipulative devices Just like you I got my vices I got a thought that would be nice I'd like to crush your head tight in my vice- PAIN!!And that goes for all you punks in the press That want to start shit by printin' lies instead of the things we said That means U Andy Secher at Hit ParaderCircus MagazineMick Wall at KerrangBob Guccione Jr. at Spin,What you pissed off cuz your dad gets more pussy than you?Fuck you! Suck my fuckin' dick! You be rippin' off the fuckin' kidsWhile they be payin' their hard earned money to read about the bandsThey want to know aboutPrintin' lies startin' controversy You wanna antagonize me? Antagonize me motherfucker!Get in the ring motherfucker! And I'll kick your bitchy little ass PUNK!! I don't like you, I just hate youI gonna kick your ass,Oh yeah! Ohyeah!You may not like our integrity yeahWe built a world out of anarchyOh yeah!AND IN THIS CORNER WEIGHING IN AT 850 POUNDS- GUNS N' ROSESGet in the ringYeahYeah this song is dedicated toAll the Guns n'fuckin' Roses fansWho stuck with us through all the Fucking shit And to all those opposed...Hmm...well

somewhere only we know..

I walked across an empty land I knew the pathway like the back of my hand I felt the earth beneath my feet Sat by the river and it made me complete Oh simple thing where have you gone I'm getting old and I need something to rely on So tell me when you're gonna let me in I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin I came across a fallen tree I felt the branches of it looking at me Is this the place we used to love? Is this the place that I've been dreaming of? Oh simple thing where have you gone I'm getting old and I need something to rely on So tell me when you're gonna let me in I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin And if you have a minute why don't we go Talk about it somewhere only we know? This could be the end of everything So why don't we go Somewhere only we know?

everlong..

hello..I've waited here for you everlong tonight I throw myself into and out of the red out of her head she sang come down and waste away with me down with me slow how you wanted it to be I'm over my head out of her head she sang and I wonder when I sing along with you if everything could ever feel this real forever if anything could ever be this good again the only thing I'll ever ask of you you've got to promise not to stop when I say when breathe out so I can breathe you in hold you in and now I know you've always been out of your head out of my head I sang..

hurt by a nine-inch-nail...eow!

I hurt myself todayto see if I still feel I focus on the pain the only thing that's real the needle tears a hole the old familiar sting try to kill it all away but I remember everything what have I become?my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end and you could have it all my empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of thorns upon my liar's chairfull of broken thoughts I cannot repair beneath the stains of time the feelings disappear you are someone else I am still right here... what have I become?my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end and you could have it all my empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt if I could start again a million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way...